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WTF!?

So I've had this pen since primary school and it still works....I'm in high school now! It's lasted since primary, secondary and high! WTF

> Susan Curran - Geary Burn it *sets fire to this post*
> Hue-Child> Hue-Child> Hue-Child> Hue-Child> Hue-Child> Hue-Child> Hue-Child> Hue-Child> Hue-Child> Hue-Child ThE dEvIl HaS pOsSeSsIoN OvEr Mr PeNcIl!
> Susan Curran - Geary IT'S A SATAN SPAWWNNN
> (っ◔◡◔)っ Lol

∆× 🖤예슬🖤 ×∆ 6 years ago

BURRRN

Say this to haters

> Ugly Potato I'm obsessed with watching funny things at night it's not good for my health but hey I'll do it anyways XD
> Susan Curran - Geary Lmao I sometimes do that xD
> Ugly Laugh into you pillow it helps me when I'm watching funny things at like 4am XD
> Ugly Potato XD

∆× 🖤예슬🖤 ×∆ 6 years ago

Hey!

I'm finaly ok XD I Feel happier today so today was guud :3 except for high school, we're doing a drama and I got a role that I don't like, read my me in real life picture and then read this personality, the persona of the charecter is: big-ass posh person, likes knitting and sewing, loves to get dolled up (when u dress up really girly that u almost look like a doll), posh and feminine. iM nOt OkAy WiTh ThIs RoLe, I'm not really girly (i have big muscles and I'm 6feet in heighth) so my drama teacher said "you have muscles and ur tall, the rest will have to wear heels to match your height and you can wear the long sleeved dress" so my teacher is the reason if i snap at someone - Ayano

Just try to embrace the character as best you can! Think of it as a challenge! You can easily play a character you like, but if you play a character you don't like, it will test your abilities, therefore making you a better candidate for bigger roles!
> HesitantWaylien XD
The only part I like about being dressed posh was that I was making a joke about me being a posh grandma and I stood on my tip toes and bashed my eyelashes and was like "oh darling!" Around with my friends and the whole school was laughing XD But I obviously did it on break time or I'd be in detention for messing
> Kibo 's art corner I wish i could kill him XD But my dream role would to be in the poor house of the drama, I'm in the posh house and I'm rich, i hate that role, i played my friends role while she was sick (she's in the poor house) and I loved her role (even tho she die's in the end) but I got "Louise" (yeah he picked the name for me!) We had to had posh English names and I wanted Victoria and I wasn't aloud :( but that's life so I'll have to deal with it XD

∆× 🖤예슬🖤 ×∆ 6 years ago

XD

I'm still crying just go let you knoe XD I'm finaly in a good mood now i can go to sleep without fearing the morning, but I'll still cry myself to sleep, but with happy tears not depressed ones :'))

> (っ◔◡◔)っ ♥ M.E. Mirrored Echo ♥> (っ◔◡◔)っ ♥ M.E. Mirrored Echo ♥> (っ◔◡◔)っ ♥ M.E. Mirrored Echo ♥ XD
> Susan Curran - Geary YAY~~~! I HAVE INSPIRED~~!!!
> (っ◔◡◔)っ ♥ M.E. Mirrored Echo ♥> (っ◔◡◔)っ ♥ M.E. Mirrored Echo ♥> (っ◔◡◔)っ ♥ M.E. Mirrored Echo ♥> (っ◔◡◔)っ ♥ M.E. Mirrored Echo ♥> (っ◔◡◔)っ ♥ M.E. Mirrored Echo ♥> (っ◔◡◔)っ ♥ M.E. Mirrored Echo ♥> (っ◔◡◔)っ ♥ M.E. Mirrored Echo ♥> (っ◔◡◔)っ ♥ M.E. Mirrored Echo ♥> (っ◔◡◔)っ ♥ M.E. Mirrored Echo ♥> (っ◔◡◔)っ ♥ M.E. Mirrored Echo ♥ Thx^_^ lol i was actualy thirsty and not knowing what to drink and u gave me an idea XD
Yay that they're happy tears! But sad you still have to cry to sleep... You should try tea~~~ I drink at least 40 cups a day! (Obviously exaggerating but still!)

∆× 🖤예슬🖤 ×∆ 6 years ago

Thx!

Thank you all so much! It was my milestone to hit 20 followers and now i hit 21! You guys are the best I swear ^_^

It's been really hard in my life since only this year the signs of my depression are slowing down, but I know I'm not their yet, that monster named worthless is still creeping in me. It wont go away no matter how hard i try.

This place has been like my escape from trauma of my life, I'm constantly scared of how people will think about me, will they like me or hate me?

I hate the way I look, i hate the state I'm in but I know nothing's going to help me.

If only someone understood what I was going through then I'd finaly have a meaning, a belonging, a reason to live.

Take my word from here, I'm not okay but here, right now, i feel okay, i look okay I act okay. But deep inside i am broken, i know that I'm in a terrible state but ranting about my problematic mind isn't going to help me.

I sit here right now, alone, constantly scared of how I'll be accepted, one time I was at the brink of harming myself, back then it felt like a way to kill the monster worthless, but I was wrong.

After I told myself "no, this isn't the way to solve it" I sort of felt a sign of relief but I never felt it again, i want go feel it again.

I'm constantly crying alone because of myself, but worthless isn't some ghost creeping in my soul,

It's me.

> Susan Curran - Geary You're welcome~~~~~~ :333333
> Kibo 's art corner XD
> Susan Curran - Geary (´0°0`) { }~{ } Here's a bunny who peaked out of his shelter to see you eonnie!
> Kibo 's art corner Tru

∆× 🖤예슬🖤 ×∆ 6 years ago

Okay

Right now I'm supposed to be doing something but I found this picture of yoongi (suga) and I loved it so much that I had to post it!

Crap the comment doubled itself again XD
> (っ◔◡◔)っ He's to cute to be a rapper ^_^ I couldn't believe it when I first found out that he was a rapper bc he's adorable
> (っ◔◡◔)っ He's to cute to be a rapper ^_^ I couldn't believe it when I first found out that he was a rapper bc he's adorable
> SK Ikr ^_^ his full name is min yoongi if your wondering (it's a korean name that's why it's confusing lol) you should look him up on Google and its his b-day soon! 9th of March, he'll be turning 27

∆× 🖤예슬🖤 ×∆ 6 years ago

Anyeong

So I have Smth to do so I'll be back

Byeeeeeee

> (っ◔◡◔)っ> (っ◔◡◔)っ> (っ◔◡◔)っ Anyeong ^_^
Anyeong~

∆× 🖤예슬🖤 ×∆ 6 years ago

Well

Well erm. .......I got 2 huge sketch books for Christmas, I'm working on something rn but when I'm done I don't know what else I should do in them......any ideas???

YES
> Kibo 's art corner ^_^
> Susan Curran - Geary Kewl! Can't wait!
I'll be posting what I'm doing when it's fineshed :3

∆× 🖤예슬🖤 ×∆ 6 years ago

17l:08

It's 17:08 in south korea so I've already fineshed highschool today ( we where off for midterm )but I won't be on for a while

Yesterday was last day of midterm :(

∆× 🖤예슬🖤 ×∆ 6 years ago

Heeee

Heres the pictureeee :3

> Hue-Child XD
Omg Yuss

∆× 🖤예슬🖤 ×∆ 6 years ago

Heh...

So I have to go to karate, i won't be back until after karate bc I'll be watching kpop after I get readY, I really need to listen to it bc im honestly very pissed off today and don't want to do anything : |

> Hue-Child Ok I posted it XD
> Hue-Child K I'll get it
> Susan Curran - Geary I. wannna seee
I found a really funny picture on Google who wants to see it, ill post it on my my space

∆× 🖤예슬🖤 ×∆ 6 years ago

Nyaaahhh >:[}]

I start high school again tomorrow! I said more about it on one of my illustrations so if you want explanation u should look at it ( BTW I got the kpop memes off google)

> SK> SK> SK> SK It's an EXO video, it's Xiumin and some other member but I can't identify who it is bc his head is down, you should try looking up EXO or Smth if u want to find it
> Kibo XD
> Kibo XD
> SK The last one? It's Xiumin from EXO

∆× 🖤예슬🖤 ×∆ 6 years ago

Wtf

Ok there's this weird New trend in China called armpit hair selfie it's really weird XD

> Hue-Child> Hue-Child V jungkook jimin and Jin sang it
> Hue-Child> Hue-Child Yep, i love that song lol
> DemMonkeyzUwU Ok, tell me next time you see me bc its really late in korea and i haven't slept once
ok i shall *o emoji since im on computer*

∆× 🖤예슬🖤 ×∆ 6 years ago

Bye ~

Imma go off now, I'll just be watching video's on my phone, in the sitting room, in the dark, drinking orange juice bc im home alone and why not? XD

> SK> SK> SK XD but people can sometimes be total sl*t's so it kinda makes sense
"Girls my age are getting pregnant" i'm a bit concerned

∆× 🖤예슬🖤 ×∆ 6 years ago

Our Queen♡

Guess What? It's almost CL's birthday! Happy birthday our NaChae ^_^
♡ 26 Febuary ♡

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HOBI

It's J-Hopes Birthday! In Korea it's the I8th of febuary! Happy birthday our sunshine ^_^ your our hope, your my hope, your our angel, your j-hope!

I'm up at 2am lol i wouldn't miss hoseok's birthday or the other members of BTS birthdays for the world <3
He turned 24 ♡ happy birthday Jung hoseok our angel ♡
> Kibo 's art corner ^_^
J-HOPIEEEE MY SUNSHINE HAPPY BDAY NYAAAA

∆× 🖤예슬🖤 ×∆ 6 years ago

Bye

My cousins are here, I'll be back

∆× 🖤예슬🖤 ×∆ 6 years ago

Guess What played!?

Spotify is my best friend! I put it on shuffle and BTS - Spring day started playing! Man their voices are g ivving me goose bumps -.-

∆× 🖤예슬🖤 ×∆ 6 years ago

Guess

Guess What I'm listening to :)))))) just guess lol,

Well now I'm listening to KARD - Don't Recall Ok I'll stop lol
> Ugly Potato I love that song! Thanks for the idea now I'm listening to that *insert lenny face here*
Bts-go go (????)
I'm listening to EXID - DDD lol i love it u should listen to it, it gets better when it's getting into the chorous

∆× 🖤예슬🖤 ×∆ 6 years ago

I'm bored

Anyone else?

∆× 🖤예슬🖤 ×∆ 6 years ago

???

Who wants to see some random $h^t from my drawing book? I have to eat first though I'll just probably eat noodles again CD so when I'll come back ill post it!

I'm back, i ended up just eating rice but I'm here
👌

∆× 🖤예슬🖤 ×∆ 6 years ago

A while

When my cousins turn up (yes their worried about me being alone so their coming) I won't be able to go on medibang for a while because I have to make food (save meeeee! Lol,)for them because their coming over(I'm getting my older cousin to halp meh! I hate cooking) so i won't be here when their gone but I'll be on now until they come so talk to me while u can if ur bored

∆× 🖤예슬🖤 ×∆ 6 years ago

I got a message! From my parents,

Their work has told them they'll be taking on a training course for their work so they won't be back for A week! My unnie (older sister)Jae eun has gone on some trip to do with her exams so she'll be gone for a week also! And my brother sung min will be going with my parents, their staying with a relative so when my parents have to go, my relatives will look after him, I'll miss you sung min 😂 can't believe I just said that XD my parents have to come back to pack and jae eun has to do that also, but I'll be okay don't worry my fellow paino's there's enough food for a week and a 17 y/o who hardly eats so I'm aye okay lol and theres everything i need in the house (i made sure) so I'm okay ^_^

But my parents didt leave me alone until I was 16 lol their too over - protective XD
> Kibo 's art corner Wait until ur 14 they'll probs let u alone then
Awww they never let me sit home by myself, even for a full day ;-; I can make myself sandwiches, i barely eat and... yeah no theh say i'm "hard" to take care of. Welp fuck that, mom!
Poor sung min, because of our family getting these unexpected calls from work he has to go home from his sleep over :( but I get to see him again, i just want to hug him before he has to go with my parents.

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