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Solji has such a beautiful smile, it makes me so happy idk why

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∆× 🖤예슬🖤 ×∆ 5 years ago

🎤💕

Why do i suddenly have a wierd obsession with the colors pink and red?
I made them with medibang and google images thats why they might look shitty lol.

waaah these look so pretty
> cosmic•blue Oooh they actually sound quite nice together
> •♡✨𝓛𝓸𝓵𝓲✨♡• Yeah i can agree
i love pink/red/& orange together but really i don’t like any of them on their own lmao

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∆× 🖤예슬🖤 ×∆ 5 years ago

🎤💕

Why do i suddenly have a wierd obsession with the colors pink and red?
I made them with medibang and google images thats why they might look shitty lol.

waaah these look so pretty
> cosmic•blue Oooh they actually sound quite nice together
> •♡✨𝓛𝓸𝓵𝓲✨♡• Yeah i can agree
i love pink/red/& orange together but really i don’t like any of them on their own lmao

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∆× 🖤예슬🖤 ×∆ 5 years ago

Train

I have to go, where goin on a train XD (I've never been on one lol)

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∆× 🖤예슬🖤 ×∆ 5 years ago

Sigh

I just don't know anymore.........
My art, I went through a stage where I thought it was SHIT and then I got better and grew to like it, but now, I'm going through the stage of hating my art

I'm not going to post art until I feel like I'm good enough again
I'm also wanting to change my art style a little bit.... Its only my digital art I'm struggling with, I'm fine with my traditional

I don't know....All I know is I need inprovment

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∆× 🖤예슬🖤 ×∆ 5 years ago

🎤💕

Why do i suddenly have a wierd obsession with the colors pink and red?
I made them with medibang and google images thats why they might look shitty lol.

waaah these look so pretty
> cosmic•blue Oooh they actually sound quite nice together
> •♡✨𝓛𝓸𝓵𝓲✨♡• Yeah i can agree
i love pink/red/& orange together but really i don’t like any of them on their own lmao

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∆× 🖤예슬🖤 ×∆ 5 years ago

🎤💕

Why do i suddenly have a wierd obsession with the colors pink and red?
I made them with medibang and google images thats why they might look shitty lol.

waaah these look so pretty
> cosmic•blue Oooh they actually sound quite nice together
> •♡✨𝓛𝓸𝓵𝓲✨♡• Yeah i can agree
i love pink/red/& orange together but really i don’t like any of them on their own lmao

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🎤💕

Why do i suddenly have a wierd obsession with the colors pink and red?
I made them with medibang and google images thats why they might look shitty lol.

waaah these look so pretty
> cosmic•blue Oooh they actually sound quite nice together
> •♡✨𝓛𝓸𝓵𝓲✨♡• Yeah i can agree
i love pink/red/& orange together but really i don’t like any of them on their own lmao

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Jeff2kgamer ^_^ 5 years ago

Well, that was anticlimactic.

I never said goodbye to anybody, never shed a single tear, nobody said anything, like it was just another normal day.
Wow.
For a chapter of my life coming to a close, that was probably as lifeless as it could possibly get.
I’m disappointed.

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∆× 🖤예슬🖤 ×∆ 5 years ago

Hello

Im feeling a bit better lately...
I was like.... looking back on video's from a while ago..... i took silly video's with my friends and pets and my brother, and i seen how sick i looked. I realized how happy i used to be on medibang (and when i people called me the myspace queen because i posted non-stop). Im sorry if now im dragging down the mood, i wont be myself for a while.
I keep waking up, i have alot of things on my mind rn.
Im sorry for hiding the anorexia thing.. even worse when i came back i didnt give an explanation of why i left, i just covered it pretending i was ok. I didnt suspect smth was wrong and no one else did because i seemed so happy, till it hit me what i done to myself, when i was at the doctor i explained my symptoms and i was told im anorexic. Before when i stopped feeding myself thought i was doing the right thing, i was obviosly not. Thats why i was never really a sad person because my problems never really brought me down so i kept being the happy person i was. I hope i can return to myself, the happy me who posted nonstop..
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Im trying my hardest to make art.....i have something a work in progress, two things actually. I havent posted in ages im sorry 😐

> WisteriaPhantom> WisteriaPhantom> WisteriaPhantom> WisteriaPhantom Thank u. I hope so, lets all look forward to the future :)
> Brekkies> Brekkies> Brekkies> Brekkies Thank u :) i hope your sleep is ok to
Aw it’s okay I understand. Things like that really can be hard to deal with and I’m so glad your back feeling better and it will get more better in the future
I missed you too...we all do, im having issues sleeping too..but i really hope you get better and i wish you the best of luck m8!!💛 [this message was sent to the myspace queen of medibang stories :3]

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∆× 🖤예슬🖤 ×∆ 5 years ago

Hello

Im feeling a bit better lately...
I was like.... looking back on video's from a while ago..... i took silly video's with my friends and pets and my brother, and i seen how sick i looked. I realized how happy i used to be on medibang (and when i people called me the myspace queen because i posted non-stop). Im sorry if now im dragging down the mood, i wont be myself for a while.
I keep waking up, i have alot of things on my mind rn.
Im sorry for hiding the anorexia thing.. even worse when i came back i didnt give an explanation of why i left, i just covered it pretending i was ok. I didnt suspect smth was wrong and no one else did because i seemed so happy, till it hit me what i done to myself, when i was at the doctor i explained my symptoms and i was told im anorexic. Before when i stopped feeding myself thought i was doing the right thing, i was obviosly not. Thats why i was never really a sad person because my problems never really brought me down so i kept being the happy person i was. I hope i can return to myself, the happy me who posted nonstop..
.
Im trying my hardest to make art.....i have something a work in progress, two things actually. I havent posted in ages im sorry 😐

> WisteriaPhantom> WisteriaPhantom> WisteriaPhantom> WisteriaPhantom Thank u. I hope so, lets all look forward to the future :)
> Brekkies> Brekkies> Brekkies> Brekkies Thank u :) i hope your sleep is ok to
Aw it’s okay I understand. Things like that really can be hard to deal with and I’m so glad your back feeling better and it will get more better in the future
I missed you too...we all do, im having issues sleeping too..but i really hope you get better and i wish you the best of luck m8!!💛 [this message was sent to the myspace queen of medibang stories :3]

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∆× 🖤예슬🖤 ×∆ 5 years ago

Hello

Im feeling a bit better lately...
I was like.... looking back on video's from a while ago..... i took silly video's with my friends and pets and my brother, and i seen how sick i looked. I realized how happy i used to be on medibang (and when i people called me the myspace queen because i posted non-stop). Im sorry if now im dragging down the mood, i wont be myself for a while.
I keep waking up, i have alot of things on my mind rn.
Im sorry for hiding the anorexia thing.. even worse when i came back i didnt give an explanation of why i left, i just covered it pretending i was ok. I didnt suspect smth was wrong and no one else did because i seemed so happy, till it hit me what i done to myself, when i was at the doctor i explained my symptoms and i was told im anorexic. Before when i stopped feeding myself thought i was doing the right thing, i was obviosly not. Thats why i was never really a sad person because my problems never really brought me down so i kept being the happy person i was. I hope i can return to myself, the happy me who posted nonstop..
.
Im trying my hardest to make art.....i have something a work in progress, two things actually. I havent posted in ages im sorry 😐

> WisteriaPhantom> WisteriaPhantom> WisteriaPhantom> WisteriaPhantom Thank u. I hope so, lets all look forward to the future :)
> Brekkies> Brekkies> Brekkies> Brekkies Thank u :) i hope your sleep is ok to
Aw it’s okay I understand. Things like that really can be hard to deal with and I’m so glad your back feeling better and it will get more better in the future
I missed you too...we all do, im having issues sleeping too..but i really hope you get better and i wish you the best of luck m8!!💛 [this message was sent to the myspace queen of medibang stories :3]

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Jeff2kgamer ^_^ 5 years ago

Well, that was anticlimactic.

I never said goodbye to anybody, never shed a single tear, nobody said anything, like it was just another normal day.
Wow.
For a chapter of my life coming to a close, that was probably as lifeless as it could possibly get.
I’m disappointed.

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Jeff2kgamer ^_^ 5 years ago

Today is the day the earth dies

This is the last day of high school for me
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

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Hello

Im feeling a bit better lately...
I was like.... looking back on video's from a while ago..... i took silly video's with my friends and pets and my brother, and i seen how sick i looked. I realized how happy i used to be on medibang (and when i people called me the myspace queen because i posted non-stop). Im sorry if now im dragging down the mood, i wont be myself for a while.
I keep waking up, i have alot of things on my mind rn.
Im sorry for hiding the anorexia thing.. even worse when i came back i didnt give an explanation of why i left, i just covered it pretending i was ok. I didnt suspect smth was wrong and no one else did because i seemed so happy, till it hit me what i done to myself, when i was at the doctor i explained my symptoms and i was told im anorexic. Before when i stopped feeding myself thought i was doing the right thing, i was obviosly not. Thats why i was never really a sad person because my problems never really brought me down so i kept being the happy person i was. I hope i can return to myself, the happy me who posted nonstop..
.
Im trying my hardest to make art.....i have something a work in progress, two things actually. I havent posted in ages im sorry 😐

> WisteriaPhantom> WisteriaPhantom> WisteriaPhantom> WisteriaPhantom Thank u. I hope so, lets all look forward to the future :)
> Brekkies> Brekkies> Brekkies> Brekkies Thank u :) i hope your sleep is ok to
Aw it’s okay I understand. Things like that really can be hard to deal with and I’m so glad your back feeling better and it will get more better in the future
I missed you too...we all do, im having issues sleeping too..but i really hope you get better and i wish you the best of luck m8!!💛 [this message was sent to the myspace queen of medibang stories :3]

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∆× 🖤예슬🖤 ×∆ 5 years ago

YEET

Tame these glorious photo's!

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∆× 🖤예슬🖤 ×∆ 5 years ago

......

Yeh u know what, ill be off for a while, im tured and feel like shit so.... :/
U can hmu bc imbored when i come back

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∆× 🖤예슬🖤 ×∆ 5 years ago

A dumb question

What did i miss?
,
.
.
.
Im back frens! :))
Whats all this "art street" stuff? Is it no longer medibang?
Anywhoooooo what did i miss 😃

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Ponder_Brume 5 years ago

Issues and health problems

So i wanted to inform you guys about this for quite awhile now so...heres whats going on...I've been dealing with Cyclothymia which is similar to bipolar but is less intense but..really its worse..if you dont know what it is then you can look it up...with this happening to me i always and everyday cry for no reason and some reasons, this causes me to have major depression and emotional highs and lows...this effects on how i socialize and my personality...then today i had a slight seizure from twisting stomach cramps from my period...i could barley walk..so later i took some medicine for it and almost choked to death and vomited almost..im constantly always sick and unhealthy with my sleeping schedule and Mental Health. So later on I tried to fake a smile so I can make it but that was because I didn't know how to make any friends because of how I was acting back then but seeing how many friends I've made it's really surprising on how they are so supportive and caring about me after everything I've done that I regret so I'm here to say this before I go on break. I'm sorry for everything I did I wish I could have been a better person I'll be back soon I just need to get a hold of myself. I'll see you guys later I love you guys take care.

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∆× 🖤예슬🖤 ×∆ 5 years ago

Hi

Im a little happier today (night for me)
I just wanna talk..... a small catch up since ive been gone for like forever.
Should i update my meet the artist? Since y'know, ive changed lots since then. Like, im not 18 anymore and my measurements have changed..
My eyes are sore lol.
I just wanna talk to ppl, im lonely and my roomates are sleeping.
Im not home atm. Im in a dormy apartment kinda house thingy because of university x.x
I thought highschool was hectic, but i am enjoying myself and i have a doctors apointment in a few days.
Name a thing you done for the first time?
i was put on an iv drip, never done that before, its honestly frightening.
I had soju (not right now a few months ago)
And..... well i never drove a motorcycle or driven a car.
What type of cars do you like?
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Ill go to sleep soon i promise

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∆× 🖤예슬🖤 ×∆ 5 years ago

Hi

Im a little happier today (night for me)
I just wanna talk..... a small catch up since ive been gone for like forever.
Should i update my meet the artist? Since y'know, ive changed lots since then. Like, im not 18 anymore and my measurements have changed..
My eyes are sore lol.
I just wanna talk to ppl, im lonely and my roomates are sleeping.
Im not home atm. Im in a dormy apartment kinda house thingy because of university x.x
I thought highschool was hectic, but i am enjoying myself and i have a doctors apointment in a few days.
Name a thing you done for the first time?
i was put on an iv drip, never done that before, its honestly frightening.
I had soju (not right now a few months ago)
And..... well i never drove a motorcycle or driven a car.
What type of cars do you like?
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Ill go to sleep soon i promise

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∆× 🖤예슬🖤 ×∆ 5 years ago

Hi

Im a little happier today (night for me)
I just wanna talk..... a small catch up since ive been gone for like forever.
Should i update my meet the artist? Since y'know, ive changed lots since then. Like, im not 18 anymore and my measurements have changed..
My eyes are sore lol.
I just wanna talk to ppl, im lonely and my roomates are sleeping.
Im not home atm. Im in a dormy apartment kinda house thingy because of university x.x
I thought highschool was hectic, but i am enjoying myself and i have a doctors apointment in a few days.
Name a thing you done for the first time?
i was put on an iv drip, never done that before, its honestly frightening.
I had soju (not right now a few months ago)
And..... well i never drove a motorcycle or driven a car.
What type of cars do you like?
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Ill go to sleep soon i promise

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∆× 🖤예슬🖤 ×∆ 5 years ago

A dumb question

What did i miss?
,
.
.
.
Im back frens! :))
Whats all this "art street" stuff? Is it no longer medibang?
Anywhoooooo what did i miss 😃

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∆× 🖤예슬🖤 ×∆ 5 years ago

Welcome

I just wanna talk to someone :)
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I am no longer a highschool student, and in my next birthday im going to be 20!! 😱 (19 in western years), 19 is adult in korea, and i am 19 right now! Im no longer a teenager but due to not being on here for a while i dont know if i told anybody or not or if i posted on my birthday the 13th october (i think i did... yeah i did i posted about my first time drinking). I graduated while i wasnt on medibang and ife has been hectic, the big transition from highschool to university.
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How is everyone? Are you guys well? ^_^

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∆× 🖤예슬🖤 ×∆ 5 years ago

Hi

Im a little happier today (night for me)
I just wanna talk..... a small catch up since ive been gone for like forever.
Should i update my meet the artist? Since y'know, ive changed lots since then. Like, im not 18 anymore and my measurements have changed..
My eyes are sore lol.
I just wanna talk to ppl, im lonely and my roomates are sleeping.
Im not home atm. Im in a dormy apartment kinda house thingy because of university x.x
I thought highschool was hectic, but i am enjoying myself and i have a doctors apointment in a few days.
Name a thing you done for the first time?
i was put on an iv drip, never done that before, its honestly frightening.
I had soju (not right now a few months ago)
And..... well i never drove a motorcycle or driven a car.
What type of cars do you like?
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Ill go to sleep soon i promise

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∆× 🖤예슬🖤 ×∆ 5 years ago

Hi

Im a little happier today (night for me)
I just wanna talk..... a small catch up since ive been gone for like forever.
Should i update my meet the artist? Since y'know, ive changed lots since then. Like, im not 18 anymore and my measurements have changed..
My eyes are sore lol.
I just wanna talk to ppl, im lonely and my roomates are sleeping.
Im not home atm. Im in a dormy apartment kinda house thingy because of university x.x
I thought highschool was hectic, but i am enjoying myself and i have a doctors apointment in a few days.
Name a thing you done for the first time?
i was put on an iv drip, never done that before, its honestly frightening.
I had soju (not right now a few months ago)
And..... well i never drove a motorcycle or driven a car.
What type of cars do you like?
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Ill go to sleep soon i promise

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