Well I'm just sad and mad and amused of what is happening. There is a reason why I rather have one friend that I can only rely on and you know it sucks being the third bestfriend cuz you will be only their last option if their other bestfriend is not with them BUT when all the three of us is together and when u can only pick one person to be ur partner ... WELP THAT SUCKS A WHOLE BUNCH. The worst part of being the third bestfriend is WHEN THERE'S ONLY TWO BESTIE CHARM OR WATEVER. AAAHHHH UHHHH UGHHHHHHHH IM DONE.
you'd be surprised over how often that the thought occurs for me sometimes I've granted myself the horrible thought of being alone throughout my life, despite liking my privacy a lot, loneliness would prove to be the reason why i went crazy if it ever happens sounds a lot like being the third wheel huh. which is funny considering they aren't any romantic tendencies appearing between the friendship at hand ive considered staying alone and not risk having jealousy coming from one or another friend, and oddly enough it seems like a really nice solution though id probably go insane.