So I wrote this vent around 12 last night, because it really says what I have a hard time saying (if that makes any sense) here it is-
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Think about the time you were most miserable. The time were you couldn’t see the light at the end of the tunnel.
Now tell yourself all the reassuring words your telling me.
Do you THINK that would’ve made ANYTHING better??
Now think about four people more allll trying to shove those “helpful” words down your throat eveytime you forget to cover up your pain.
It would make it worse, wouldn’t it?
And when you tell them to stop...
They dont.
So you have to block them out
All these fake words are drowning you in what seems to be a river of lies.
You have to distance yourself
Because you know now.. that letting people in only hurts you MORE.
And eventually you become numb.
You feel empty
nothing pleases you.
And each day you TRY to be okay.
You TRY to make others happy
But really..
you cant find the light.
Because it died, along with your will to live.
And now your broken.
Broken, emtpy, and hollow.
And when those ‘friends’ ask who did this to you?
You loook at them weakly and say..
“You did.”
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IM SO SORRY GUYS I FORGOT TO SAY THAT THIS IS WRITTEN FOR MY IRL FRIENDS NOT YOUU AHHH NO YOU GUYS HAVE BEEN AMAZING!!!!
XxArrowFlightxX
Its getting worse guys
The numbness is fading and the sadness is coming back
Its gonna be a long night
Wish me luck
-XxArrowFlightxX signs off-
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WE'LL GET THROUGH THIS TOGETHER ARROW Is there anything I can Do??
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> CChachiii Its hard 🤷🏼♀️
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> CChachiii Yeah normally i’ll be up till twelve and not fall asleep till like 3-4
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> XxArrowFlightxX That's not that bad actually I'm glad it wasn't worse for you 😪 I have broken sleep and a lot of the time I would stay up for like another hour or so
EHEHHEHEH
CLICKBAIT
YALL AINT GONNA SEE MY FACE
BUT YOU CAN SEE MY DOG
IN HER GLORY
HERE YA GO
Her name is Ellie ♥️♥️
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> Leafclan93 Aooowwww
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aaaaooooowwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww
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> Inferno :P
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> CChachiii 😏😂
OH MY GOSH GUYYYSSSS WE DID IT
IM SO THANKFUL FOR ALL OF YOUUUU
WHAT DO YOU GUYS WANNA SEE AS MY 50 FOLLOWER LANDMARK?
Adoptables
OC challenge
Giveaway
OC trades
free requests
etc.
ANY MORE IDEAS? NAME EM IN THE COMMENTS!!
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Plz just make it have a horn. 🦄
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My older sister is always makeing fun of me for liking unicorns. Will u plz make me one. U can ever make it dark if u want. It doesn’t have to have sparkles and rainbows.
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Shae1410 made me a unicorn. Will u make me one? 🦄
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> Appleblossom13🌸 ...okay..
So the reason im not posting
Is because im on vacation and it
Is because the wifi is crappy
And by crappy i mean
CRAPTASTIC
I have alot of art ready to be posted once I get home, on Thursday night.
JUST THOUGHTS I’D TELL YA
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CAn’t WaiT
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> Inferno Yeas
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CrApTaStIc
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ok. wave of art of Thursday, got you.
Cavar grumbled something and ripped the arrow out of the tree. Minka snickered, and glanced at Bramble who had a pleased expression on his face. It was early afternoon as Kaia put the feathers in a pile to the left an the meat on the right. She grit her teeth in frustration, realizing that Cavar would surely kick her out of his tribe, and the wheels in her brain started spinning as she pondered a way to escape exile. As much as she hated to admit it, she needed these three.
“Good shot.” Bramble’s soft voice made Kaia flinch. She looked at him, “Thanks.”
“You weren’t really trying to hit him, right?”
“No. I could’ve if I tried though.”
He chuckled, “I’m sure.”
Kaia felt a smile flick across her face and quickly shut it down. “You need help with that?” Bramble motioned to the pheasant. “Uh.. sure. Give these feathers to Minka. She’ll make something nice out of them. Then you can take the meat to Cavar. Tell him its a peace treaty for my little stunt.”
The taller boy nodded and took the feathers and meat away leaving Kaia alone on her mat.
“Here.” Minka found Kaia sitting at the edge of the stream that ran right next to their camp. Kaia looked up to see a basket of new arrows with the pheasant fletchings on the end. She smiled, “Thanks Minka. These are really nice.”
the blonde grinned, “Your welcome. You can keep the basket too.” Kaia nodded and Minka started walking away.
“Wait.” She stopped in her tracks. “Cavar wanted to talk to you.”
“Oh stars..”
“He didn't sound too pleased.”
Kaia groaned and got to her feet, clutching her new arrows tightly.
Walking into the camp she immediately realized she was in trouble. Cavar was pacing back and fourth by his mat, arms crossed. He whipped around to look at her and Minka scurried off to give them privacy.
“You think pheasant meat will be a good enough apology? You made me look like a idiot!”
“I-.. Cavar plea-“
He cut her off, “Dont beg! If you want to stay with us you’ll earn your place!” His dirty blonde hair blew in the breeze and his green eyes flickered furiously.
“Okay! Okay. What do you want me to do?”
The tribe leader was silent for a few moment before a sly look appeared on his face.
“You, my friend, are going to steal a child from your old tribe and train them to be a suitable member for me.”
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Ehehehehheheehe yup
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Ayyyyeee
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> XxArrowFlightxX YE!
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> GalacticPetal Ty ;)
The birds started chirping and singing as the morning came. Sunlight flickered off the dew that lay on the grass and caused sparkling patterns on the metal weapons that rested against a tree. Bramble squinted and yawned, sitting up. Cavar was still asleep, while Minka had started reheating the fire. “G'morning Bramble.” She said, her bright blue eyes flicking over to him. He nodded in response, and glanced at where Kia should be. “Where’s the new girl?” Bramble asked, looking back at Minka. She froze. “I-I thought she was… wait.. Bramble! What if she ran off?” The blonde haired girl turned to face him, worry glistening in her eyes. He stood up. “She’ll come back. they always do.”
Minka stared, “Dont be so sure. This girl is different,” she stated, going back to the fire.
“If she left, she left. We didn’t need her anyway.” Cavar’s voice made Minka and Bramble whip around to where the oldest boy’s mat was. “She was cute, sure, but she couldn’t shoot a bow to save her life.” He stated, leaning against the tree his mat was placed next to. Suddenly, an arrow shot out of the far bushes that surrounded the camp and landed an inch above Cavar’s head. Minka yelped with surprise and shot around to face the bushes. Bramble turned and stared at the plants as well. His face was hot with annoyance as Cavar stood up and stormed towards where the arrow appeared from. “Show yourself!” He demanded, standing tall with Minka and Bramble flanking him. Kaia rose out of the brush with a smirk on her face. “Why good morning, Cavar.” She said sarcastically. “Did I miss you? Oh. What a shame. I guess your right. I cant shoot a bow to save my life.” Her voice was thick with fake innocence as she walked past the three and sat down on her mat she shared with Minka. She had two fresh rabbits in her leather pack along with a pheasant. Silent, she started skinning the bird.
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I love Kaia’s charecter ehehee :)
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> Inferno 😂
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Yaz Queeen
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> GalacticPetal Yesss
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> XxArrowFlightxX -sass intensifies-
The light was growing dim as the sun sank into the darkening horizon, and the stars began to shine brighter as the sky welcomed the moon with its dull light. If one listened carefully they could hear the faint chirp of the crickets singing their lullaby, or the chattering of the nighttime critters. The leaves rustled softly in the wind, carelessly blowing along with the breeze. But the woods soon became eerily dark and the peacefulness of the evening was shattered by the wolves howling to the moon. The daylight animals rushed to their nests, in hopes of witnessing another sunrise, for if they were to be out in the dark the Darlikers would surely snatch them up. Footsteps could soon be heard, which made the crickets silence and the nighttime animals freeze. They grew louder, pounding against the ground, and heavy breathing came from the figure as she took a soaring leap over a fallen long and glanced back over her shoulder, still running. She knew that now she was no longer the hunter, but that she is now the hunted. The stench of fear radiated off the girl as she fled. Kaia was the prey. And the prey never survived.
“Kaia… move over,” groaned the groggy voice Kaia recognized as Minka, “You keep kicking me.”
She opened her eyes to a very dimly lit camp and sat up, glancing at the girl who woke her. It was hard to see in the darkness, but she could make out Minka, Cavar, and Bramble, the three who took her in a few sunrises ago.
Kaia looked up to the open sky and pinpointed the moon’s placement. Not morning for a few hours. “Sorry,” she grumbled, but Minka had already dozed off again. A piercing hoot of an owl sent a shiver down Kaia’s spine. The small fire flickered weakly, barley giving the group enough warmth to be comfortable in the night, but it was useful enough for Kaia to see where she had left her belongings. She packed up her knife and bow and tossed her canteen of water in the leather bag and slipped on her boots. Sending her new tribe one last look she slipped off into the night. Branches snapped softly beneath her feet as she trekked through the dark forest, and she grabbed her knife to start marking trees. Once scratch, five steps forward, another scratch on a different tree. Kaia kept to this system as she entered deeper into enemy territory.
OKAY!! SO This is a sneak peak of the story! The names: Minka, Cavar, and Bramble are my TEMPORARY characters while I wait for the entries. I hope this convinces you to JOINNNNN because I'd love it if I could at least get five entries? :3 thanks and enjoyyyyy
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> Inferno Yay ty :)
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Ah My writing trash Love it Entry will come soon ;3;
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> CChachiii No problem :)
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> XxArrowFlightxX Awww ty ;w;
IM HOLDING MY FIRST CONTESSSTTTT
so this contest is for my book thing that i talked about in my last My Space post.
Read that before entering.
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NOW
The contest is-
Make a charecter for the story!
You can choose wether you want to try for the starring role, a villian, a side character, or just a important character in general.
All you have to do is draw a detailed OC sheet for him/her.
If you need to use a base, you can. In fact, feel free to! JUST PLEASE TELL ME IF YOU DO! THANKS!
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I need the following requirements-
Picture of OC
Name
Gender
Likes and dislikes/personality
Anything else you see fit to add
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NOW ONTO THE PRIZES
1st place-
Gets the role they asked for, a DETAILED free surprise drawing, 1 request.
2nd-
Gets the role they asked for, and 1 request.
3rd-
If AVALIBLE, they would get the role they wanted.
IF NOT, they get 2 requests and a surprise drawing.
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TELL ME IF YOUR ENTERING! I WILL CREDIT YOU AND YOUR CHARACTER IN THE STORY!
LINK THE FINISHED PRODUCT!!
PLEAAASSEEE ENTER!
THANK YOUUU
DUE DATE IS JULY 30TH
I APOLOGIZE THAT I CANNOT GIVE YOU AN ABUNDANCE OF TIME
SORRYYY
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> Inferno YW 😂👌🏼
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> XxArrowFlightxX Yeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
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OKAY IM MOVING THE DUE DATE TO AUGUST 3RD!!! YOU CAN SEND ME THE LINKS ANY TIME BEFORE THEN AS WELL, THATS JUST THE LAST POSSIBLE DAY :3 ENJOY
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> Inferno no problem
Hey
Soooo im writing a book on my new computer
Buttttt
i dont have a plot
Ahehe
Help me
Please
All I know is that its about four-five teenage boys and girls that were cast away from their tribe (its like a fantasy genre book) and now live alone in the woods. Help me by commenting plot ideas?
Thanks :)
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> XxArrowFlightxX What comp?? ((Srry))
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> Inferno Are you joining the comp? Its okie if not ehehe
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> XxArrowFlightxX Oh... np, I guess :’^
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> Inferno Okie, I was gonna do something like that anyway. Thanks!
Im sorry guys. I cant do this anymore. Maybe someday i’ll come back, but medibang just isnt for me. I’ll check around every once and a while, and maybe post once a month, but all in all im quitting. And I apologize.
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> XxArrowFlightxX Y E E >:3
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I will be on and post at least once a week. I will try to get on as I can but i wont be as active
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Here is my compromise
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:'/
I HAVE TO GO TO A PARTY WITH ALL MY FRIENDS WHO DONT YET KNOW IM DEPRESSED AND I’D RATHER THEM NOT KNOW AND I FORGOT HOW TO BE A NORMAL HUMAN SO PLEASE GIVE ME TIPS ON HOW TO BE NORMAL
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> Leafclan93 I would but the only thing I like is something they all hate...
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*bring not gring :p
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Be yourself and smile. All my friends are either gay, depressed, or watch weird animes i've never heard of, and i'm completely fine with it. Im sure everything will be ok. Just gring up something you like and get really into the conversation.(sorry for being late but hope it helps) and good luck.
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> Inferno I dont eat alot of food but thanks 😂
This is why its hard to be a Libra...
September 23 - October 22
September 23 is my b-dayyyyy
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;3; oof. I’m Cancer. (one of the top zodiac signs which are more likely to have deppression)
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> XxArrowFlightxX I’m gonna do this, too.
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> GalacticPetal :3
Guys I really dont know how much more I can handle till I shatter.
I cant take it anymore
Aeri has broke me
(Not going to say names) shattered me
(Not going to say names)stomped on my broken pieces
(Not going to say names)threw the pieces away
and I have swept the pieces to the wind to scatter.
I am now lost.
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> Inferno :’)
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> XxArrowFlightxX I’ll teach you how to swim, I’ll dig you out of the ditch, I’ll make a ladder for you to climb out of, and yes, I’ll give you chocolate
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FLIF THEM! It is their loss that they decided to treat you badly. I believe in you!
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> Inferno AND I DONT HAVE CHOCOLATEEEE -sobs uncontrollably-
I cant even cry anymore
I just feel empty
All my friends are avoiding me
I just cant get myself to do anything.
I dont know why I’m writing this....
Sorry guys
Bye.
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> Inferno 😭😭 ty ♥️
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> XxArrowFlightxX Return the pain to anyone who ever avoids you like that When you feel empty fill it with anything you love When you want to die think of anyone who wants you alive Beacuase someone who wants you alive is typing this comment right now And there’s so many more Who love you Who don’t want you to leave Ever Your loving fam -FireFox
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No.. im not leaving...
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If you’re leaving, don’t! We care about you!
Im trying to drown my pain.
The dang pain learned how to swim.
Apple devices:
https://itunes.apple.com/us/album/what-hurts-the-most/203669790?i=203669795
Other:
https://g.co/kgs/WzwAQ8
Im crying. This song is perfect for how I’m feeling right now. 😭😭😭
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If you have any other songs that might help send me links :)
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Sorry 😐 that was a random post.
Shae1410 just quit medibang because of aericalflight.
And I’m about to do the same.
Shae and I have some history with Aeri.
It started out just fine, the three of us were friends. Then, drama happened. Its actually what started the downward spiral of my mental health.
I’ve gotten to the point where I cant go on. I cant handle her anymore. I cant fight.
To Aeri:
Im sorry. But when you hurt the only person keeping me ALIVE anymore, thats when its all over. I have unfollowed and unfriended you, and now will either go along with my medibang life without acknowledging you, or just quit because im garbage. I never said any of this to put you down, but it needed to be said. Ha det.
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> æricalFlight Okay. You know what? Im done. Im quitting medibang. I hope your happy. Im sorry guys. Maybe one day I’ll be back. I cant handle this. Enjoy having all the fame to yourself Aeri.
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> æricalFlight Thats not me?
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Karvø
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> æricalFlight What does the medibang user thing even have to do with anything? And just because something its stenciled, DOES NOT MEAN ITS TRACED
Im trying my hardest. I really am.
I’m trying to be okay for my parents. Im trying to be happy so they dont see.
Im trying to be supportive of my friends,
but I dont seem to have many left anymore...
Everyone hates me.
Everyone is out to get me.
I always get told that im “mean” “rude”
“Selfish” “Stupid” “bad at drawing” “annoying” “faking my depression (or whatever it really is)” “bossy” and that “I need to be grateful for what I have.”
NOBODY UNDERSTANDS ME
ALL MY FRIENDS ALWAYS ACT LIKE THEY KNOW ME BUT LET ME TELL YOU
They dont.
Nobody knows me.
They only know what I show them.
And sometimes I wish I had someone who knew that I’m not the happy, perky, fun, girl that i show.
I wish someone knew that I am the EXACT OPPOSITE.
I smile so I dont cry.
I laugh so I dont sound sad.
I joke so you think im okay.
But im not.
All these things my friends and family tease me about, HURT!
I wish I could tell them that.
But I cant.
Because im weak.
Im sorry for the vent.
I just cant handle this anymore.
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> CChachiii Thank you Chachi. Im so thankful i met you.
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;w; your art is fantastic, I DO understand what you feel like and i now it’s hard but let me tell you this won’t last forever. TRUST ME. No matter what happens, I’ll still be here to support you so if you need somebody to talk to, I’m here to help! Talking can be hard, I know but there are people willing to help you that know what it feels like. (I can relate to this so much actually)
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I love percyyyy ♥️
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I really cant. I dont know who’s talking.
What now.
I honestly feel as empty as... empty can be. Yippe.
So Im bored.
I dont really know what do to with myself
Help me?
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> CChachiii I’ll try to motivate myself to draw my OC for it... 😬
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Maybe try to do some requests or a collab :3 I'm doing a collabs if you wanna join, it's posted on my space
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> XxArrowFlightxX … .-.
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> GalacticPetal I dont have video games, and all my friends are sleeping O.O
Comment below something you’d like to see more of/ just see in general on my account.
Examples-
Contests
Adoptables
DTA
Q&As
Happy drawings
Requests
Etc.
:)
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Weeeellll I’ll take that as a “nobody wants anything” 👍🏼
I know alot of you guys have the same problem as me. So how do you fix it?
Right now I really just wanna lay in my bed and not move. I dont have motivation to do things that I should be doing.
And most/all of my thoughts shoot me down negatively. How do you guys get over this? Please help :/
Ps
Sorry for being like this o.o
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> XxArrowFlightxX 😂 ikr
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> CChachiii Sammmmeee I wish i knew you irl we’d get along so well 😂☹️
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> XxArrowFlightxX XD i feel so understood now
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> CChachiii IM NOT ALONE AHAHHAHA YESSS
Please name as many drawing ideas, promps, and requests as you can! :D
I’ll try to do all of them
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oh yup lemme get links to it
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I’ll try to do all your requests once I get my Ipad back. (Shae1410 is using it right now 😂😂) I should have bunches of time on Wednesday after my riding lesson.
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> CChachiii Okay!
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Rosemoon*
Im just done.
With everything.
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> Karvø Heh.
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Im done with alot of things too. Welcome to depression o.o
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> CChachiii Please post your story pleaaasse :D
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> CChachiii no. You’ve done nothing at all. Your totally good :)
Darkness edged on, closing in on Violet’s shaking body. The oxygen seemed to have been sucked out of her lungs, and whispers slowly filled her head. No. Not here, not now. She willed herself to calm down, digging her claws into the dirt. Cold winds blew around her, brushing her fur in all different directions. “Violet.” A soft voice came from behind her and she whipped around, her grey eyes wide with fear. A silvery cat appeared from the darkness that surrounded them. Violet didn’t recognize this animal at first. She scanned him over, taking in every piece of fur on his pearly white coat. He noticed her confusion, and took a step forward. “Its me, Ghost.” Something inside the she-cat clicked. Ghost. Shoving the whispers and echos inside her head away, she took a step towards the tom-cat and nuzzled herself in his fur. “T-The dreams... they came b-back...” Violet murmured, letting the tears well up in her eyes and the emotions choke up her words. He purred softly, brushing his tail against the cold floor and placing a gentle paw on one of hers. “You’re awake now. I’m here. We are okay.” Ghost’s voice was calm and reassuring, and Violet slowly let her guard down. She closed her eyes and let the warmth of his touch prickle through her pelt. Though his words could never calm these dreams, the violet furred she-cat accepted them, and her racing heart began to slow.
“Pebble! Stop!” A fiery orange tom yowled, sprinting after the fleeing kitten. “You have got to come back!” He mustered up the last of his strength and flung himself at the blue-grey she-cat. They both landed with a thud in the dust, and Pebble gave a half-hearted yowl. “Why’d you run? Huh? You could have gotten me killed!” The older cat demanded instantly, anger burning in his green eyes. She stared back at him defiantly, her ears pinned. “I hate you and everything you stand for, Dragon! Your better off dead anyway!” She turned to bolt but Dragon placed a paw on her tail to stop her. She slowly looked back at him, not yet admitting defeat. He took a deep breath and forced himself to keep his cool. “Why do you hate me, Pebble? What did I ever do? All I’ve done ever since you were born was wait on you paw on paw.” Something softened in the she-cat’s yellow gaze, but it was only slight. “I want to be a normal cat, I dont want to be waited on, and I want you to leave,” she whisked her tail away from him, “but because of you, I’m stuck as a prisoner.” Dragon took a step back and eyed her carefully. “Then what do you want me to do? I’m not going to die just so you can be free.” His voice was softer now, and he locked gazes with Pebble. She sighed and glanced around, before lowering her head in defeat. “You can come with me. We... we can run away.”
Paws drummed on the cold stone floor. They all marched in unison, one leader yelling orders at the rest of his group. A scrawny light brown cat rushed forward his claws clinking against the rock. “Nettle,” he cleared his throat and approached the lead cat, crouching low to the ground to give her the dominance, “m’am.” The black she-cat raised her head glaring down at the lowly servant. “What?” She spat, letting her claws glisten in the rare light that shone through the earthy roof of the cave. “P-Pebble is gone, as is Dragon. Hollow and the rest of the security suspect he ran off with her.” The young cat stated the facts, praying she wouldn’t lash out at him. Nettle’s eyes hardened with hate, and she got to her paws. “Find them, and kill the tom. Pebble, though...” She snickered, “Bring her back alive.” He nodded, and rushed off, only to be stopped by Nettle’s harsh call. “Pine.” The cat skidded to a stop and turned around. “I want you to lead the search.” The lead cat’s dark green eyes glistened as she knew giving the leadership to this cowardly tom would terrorize him. Pine gulped. “Y-yes m’am.” He loped away into the shadows he was bound to.
Though it was morning, no light shone into the cell Ghost and Violet were held captive in. The she-cat awoke first. She could see the tom’s silver pelt just barley in the dark, and she felt her fur prickle with embarrassment. This cat is not mine. He can never be. But still, Violet yearned for him. His touch, his voice, the expression in his eyes when she stares into them. I have to let him go. The sound of Ghost yawning jerked her back into reality. She looked at him. “Morning,” he mewed, getting to his paws, “How’d you sleep?” She glanced away, “Fine, how about you?” The she-cat busied herself grooming down her chest fur so she didn’t have to make eye contact. He walked over and sat in front of her using his paw to lift her head. Violet didn’t fight his touch.
“Look at me, Violet.”
“I am.”
“Promise me something, okay?”
She nodded.
“Dont lie to me.”
He pulled the ‘lying’ card. The light purple furred she cat sighed. “Okay, Ghost. I promise.”
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> Karvø Yeah, those are the original ships, but just yoy wait 😈
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YAS CHACHII POST IT
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> CChachiii If your story is anything like Arrows, I’d probably like it too :3
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> CChachiii I ship Violet and Ghost and Dragon and Pebble :3
I really need to stop posting crap....
I still think I might leave for a while
All my posts are about my feelings and who gives a -bleep- about those?
Sorry...
I just cant draw
Dont try to tell me I’m wrong.
We all know it.
I stink at life and art.
-sigh-
I apologize. I’ll try towork on making my art better. I’ll try to stop venting through crappy art. And I’ll try to be happier for you all.
:)
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> DragonTamer Thanks. I dont think I’ll ever quit drawing. It just a part of me now.
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Hey, dont give up. If you throw in the towel you will never succeed You need to feel the pain and go through the effort of life, to only get better and show up at the top. You will get better, believe it or not, I could hardly draw a dragon at all! I can try to find proof in one of my buried in all my trash art stuff
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> CChachiii If you leave, I’ll leave.
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Honestly, I’ve been thinking about leaving for awhile too, but if making vents to help express your feelings, then go for it. If you keep working hard at art, one day you will look back and realize just how much you’ve improved. ^^ everybody is here to help you as well! If you wanna talk about any of these feelings, feel free to talk to me :3 because I am probably going through them as well.
Im sorry I dont have the references of who the owners are, but just know I dont claim any to be mine.
1) I wont try to be positive, this isn’t what is best. My heart is broken in pieces, and it hurts deep in my chest.
2) Some day you’ll miss me like I missed you. Someday you’ll need me like I needed you. Someday you’ll love me like I loved you, but by then it may be to late.
3) Life moves on, but memories dont.
4) Im always the one who loves the most. Thats my problem.
5) You know my name, not my story
6) For you I was a chapter, but for me you were the book.
7) I know I never had a chance with you, but it tears me apart seeing you with someone else.
8) All I can do is try to fall asleep before my heart falls apart.
9) You once told me you wanted to save the world from all its wars, and I told you to first save yourself from the world, and then all the wars you put yourself through.
10) A wise cat knows when to stay silent. However, a wiser cat of faith knows that sometimes words can win the battle, when all odds stand against them.
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> GalacticPetal XD
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> XxArrowFlightxX its fine. That was almost three years ago. I'm still slightly salty tho >:T
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> GalacticPetal Aw... im so sorry
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> XxArrowFlightxX I was diagnosed with type one diabetes, and I put all my trust and love into one friend. She ditched me and left me to rot in my time of need.
AHH IM SORRY BUT I FEEL LIKE QUITTING ONCE AGAIN
Reasons-
1) my art sucks
2) My posts are boring
3) i’ve lost inspiration. Again.
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Im still debating... :/
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Don't leave!
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> GalacticPetal Ah thanks you
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Just keep pushing through! I love your art!
I just don’t understand why I always ruin friendships. I don’t understand why so many people hate me. I don’t understand why I have to be so stupid and ugly and horrible. I don’t understand why I’m so sad because I brought this on myself and I deserve it but then again, I feel like its not all my fault. I wish there was a word to describe my feelings. I wish I lived in a house were I could just break down and cry and not have to worry about someone walking in and getting all up in my business. I wish I had someone to cry with because I just feel so alone.
I’m sick. I feel like nobody loves me anymore. Nobody really cares if I’m in their life or not. I just feel burdened down with sadness. I feel like I’m just gonna throw up. I feel like I need to cry but I cant because I’ve done that so often lately.
And I’m sorry. Someone told me never to feel ashamed for telling people this, but I feel like I’m just an annoyance. Maybe its because when I told my friends about all my problems they got annoyed and left me. And maybe thats why I keep apologizing and covering up. I know alot of people on here feel the same way, and that is why I am opening up. Im tired of being the only one.
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> DragonTamer Thank you. It feels better to know I’m not alone in this.
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Your not alone, bud, I feel the same way too, I can't even cry my emotions out bc I've held it back so much, and i regret it
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> GalacticPetal I wish I could believe that hehe.. thanks
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We love you!
GUYS IM THINKING ABOUT BUYING MY OWN HORSE.
(Keep reading!)
my family’s ranch would only cost me $5 a month because of the fact that I’d get a HUGE family discount (most boarding fees cost around 100-300 dollars a month.)
BUT THATS NOT THE PROBLEM.
The issue is how I’m gonna pay for-
•farrier bills
•dental/vet checkups
•tack (im asking for it for my b-day so i shouldnt have to pay for most of that)
•the horse herself (I want a girl so I can have grandchildren in the future 😂)
•Gas money (for the trailer)
AND I CANT GET A JOB BECAUSE IM ONLY 13
SO PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE COMMENT WAYS/IDEAS FOR HOW I CAN EARN MONEY! I WOULD APPRECIATE IT SO MUCH!! Thank you! ♥️🐎
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> Leafclan93 Thanks! I mow for my parents and get $30 dollars from that, but its gonna take a while for it to add up to the price of a horse, so I will definitely try to do this. :)
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You could sell something online. Ebay or even selling art on Medibang could earn a bit of moola. If you live in a neighborhood or town, start a dog walking, housecare, horse care, pet care, etc business.
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> GalacticPetal Okay!
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> GalacticPetal 😂😂 its fine
I have a few things I’d like tips on, and I feel like if I tell you guys what I’m looking for, I might get tips that i really do need, so here are things I want tips on how to draw:
-tips on drawing furries?
-tips on making better facial expressions for my characters?
-SHADING OML I NEEEED HELP WITH THIS
-anatomy
-EYES (gosh pls help)
-bacgrounds?
-poses/positions?
-anything else you think might help me >•<
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Your welcome
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> Leafclan93 Thanks for all yor help!
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And im doing a HOW I MAKE EYES Tutorial soon so, that might help?
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And Anatomy, I traced for a month or two before going SOLO
*screech*
> Appleblossom13🌸 Aw thank you :)
U really wrote that. That was really great. I like how in the comments ur telling everyone that they really matter to u.
> DragonTamer Yeah