Everything is starting to be too much for me to handle...
I can't keep up
I can't think straight
It's a mess
It's going to be the death of me
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Pixel Planet
I make a lot of universes and stories, so if you're interested in that, I'm your man. 2D iS bEsT bOi. i have music- color synesthesia. (Look it up...). Fanart accepted and appreciated just give credit
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I just want it all to be over.
There's too much for me to handle. The headaches I get every day are making my mom upset, and she wants to take me to the doctor. I don't want to go back there. I'm sick of living under a medical microscope. I'm sick of having to go to urgent care every time I catch the common cold. I'm tired of all the pills and the blood draws and the IVs and the visits.
I'm sick of the headaches and the yellow eyes and the pain and the exhaustion. I'm sick of not being able to do stuff like jump into a pool or play in the snow without having to worry about not being hospitalized. I'm sick of being sick.
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I HATE feeling so alone. I always start to talk about it, but it feels so petty... I just have nobody to talk to... I have friends, but there's only so much we can talk about. Nobody likes the same things as me, and if they do, it's just a casual interest at best... Nobody is into Gorillaz or Doctor Who like I am, and it's lonely. I want someone to share my ideas with. I want someone who understands what I'm saying... It's gotten to the point where I'm just taking out loud to myself... I just want someone who feels as passionate as I do.
But nobody cares.
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I just feel alone... And tired. I'm always tired. Physically and emotionally. Just exhausted... I try drawing to escape my life, but every time I return to reality everything gets worse.
I'm in over my head and I just want it to stop.
I want everything to stop.
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Well, I can understand why you wouldn’t wanna go to the hospital. I’ve been in that position too before, it was just so tiring and overwhelming for me. All I can suggest for you is to rest, rest as long as you can and then take things slow. If you have any medication to need to take, then just take them and they’ll help you. I’m always here to talk, and open to new things.
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But you can't fall down so easily! I can tell you: even through all the problems, even though all the trials and objects in life, we'll still be here to support and help and care for you. Don't leave, it's not for the better... 😞🙏💜
I'll probably post more later
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All of them are so adorable aaaaaaa--- :'3
•When people say"I didn't want to make this video" or "I didn't want to talk about this" at the beginning of a video
•when people spell the word angel as angle (WHY THE FUCK DOES IT HAPPEN SO MUCH ON THIS SITE I HATE IT AAAAAAA)
•myself
•the fact that Ruby and Sapphire's ship name isn't Garnet.
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I think the angel and angle thing might be up to autocorrect being a butt
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I've done the Angel thing ironically tho
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Why would someone type ‘angel’ here in medi? *i aM coNfuSIon*
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> ρªىƬҿl¡ But GaRNeT is ThE emBoDIMenT oF thEIr rElAtionsHip, nOt jUSt thEiR phYSicAl bODieS
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Words can not explain the emotions I feel when I see this.
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Priceless~
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What is love—
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Absolute beauty. Would 10/10 buy this for 700$.
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Lmao
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XDD omg
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I actually always get those kind of ads, 'cept it's lesbians lmao
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I'd say let go of me you pervert *slaps guy* BAKA! XD
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WTF jejeje
It's Honey
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So cool....a question . Can you read comics in Spanish?
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So cute~!!! ^.^
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Adorable
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noice
1) Inzumi
Weaponry Black Tar
Cold and unemotional demeanor
Protective and a bit possessive of close friends
Pessimistic
Quick thinking and calculated
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2) Tirathin
Very smart
Kind of cowardly
Good at planning and logic
Reserved and nervous
Loves reading and writing
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Dope :0
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Cute!
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Awee Tirathin!! :3 I love his concept
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Noice
Pic 1)
Charles
-adopted from OssH
-19 yo
-friends w/ Caleb and Heather
-Cyborg
-Left arm and both eyes are mechanical
-mechanical arm functions as a multi use tool and weapon
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Pic 2)
Honey
-adopted from OssH
-16
-pupper
-artist
-loves flowers
-friends w/ Buki, Saturn, Jupiter, Cyrril, Stella, and Danny
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Omg I love this stuff so much Owo your so good at drawing reeee!! ^.^
Which non-human oc of mine should I draw as a human?
-Joey
-Sorrin
-Clarence
-cesil
-caleb
-Saturn
-Jupiter
-Buki
Even if you don't know who they are or what they look like, could you please choose?
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Cesil
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Okie Buki seems like the top choice so I'll do him first, then Joey and Clarence
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> MoodyMaeko Sure!! That's great
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Buki
A little mini-comic I doodled. Alex x Gregory
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aww! Adorable!!
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Awe thank you guys!
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*cuteness overload*
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They’re super cute uwu
https://whiteboardfox.com/234230-1127-4664
Here... Maybe this will work??
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Eh...
https://whiteboardfox.com/234230-1127-466
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I need some painkillers and a nap
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It doesn't work
Pls???
https://whiteboardfox.com/233919-6350-4993
My mom's gone to Safeway and I have nobody to talk to and I have a huge headache and I just all all around feel like shit :)
I'm still dying, but now I get to be dying at homeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
(I'm not actually dying, but I'm still sick...)
YeEt
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I hope your gonna feel alright soon ;-;
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;-; I hope you feel better soon dear ;^;
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-hug- feel better soon.... ;-;
I'm now in the hospital...
Needle count is up to 6.
I have to miss school today...
Uh, so that's me rn.
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Please do take it easy I.hope u start feeling better
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Get better soon!
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i really really hope you get better soon! i’ll send you a L L the good wishes and vibes!!!
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Get better soon.....
I'm being transferred to the hospital...
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Hope you're ok!
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Hope you feel better soon
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Please, be safe, amd get better soon...😞🙏💓
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Oml pls take it easy!!!
Well
I'm in urgent care now,
I had to get an iv 4 times because it kept getting fucked up...
And I had to get a 5th needle, cuz I needed a blood draw...
And even though 1) it's only my first day back at school.
And 2) I'm in fucking URGENT CARE
My dad won't leave me alone about homework and school work and grades and shit.
I just want it all to stop...
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;-; aw.. no.. I really hope you feel better don't worry about school rn getting better is very important
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Try not to strain yourself ok? I hope you get better! ❤
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im sorry....i really hope things get better. why are you in urgent care?
I'm not doing too hot rn. I have been nauseous all day, and now I've started throwing up, so...
Jesus I feel awful, I can't even move without it getting worse...
I'm in urgent care now, so I might not be able to be on a lot.
Uh, byeee...
I might update later.
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Hope you get better
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I hope it's nothing life threatening Get better soon bud
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Feel better soon! -hug-
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Hope u feel better dear Being sick is the absolute worst
It's only getting worse...
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wbu
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Oof I've been listening to accountsfrom a lonely broadcast station and trying not no cut myself up like a pumpkin
And I want to die.
Anyway, I might not be on as much, and I might even have to take another long break.
Some irl shit came up today.
In other news: everything hurts, I'm tired, I want to cry, and I haven't even started school yet but I'm already stressed as fuck.
:)
(I actually am probably gonna cry tho so hurray...)
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im really sorry. things will get better.
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Awwe....dearie
I'm coming home today from a vacation in the Dominican Republic, OvO
Btw, you guys remember my gemsona Larimar? Well, the only place Larimar is actually found in the entire world is the Dominican Republic, and it's my favorite gemstone of all time and I JUST GOT SOMEEEEEEEEEE!!
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
Also my flight leaves at 4:20, so that's gotta mean something. lmao
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smokeweedeveryday :)
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Kewl grabsomeweaponsfordefense
My headache
So I'm gonna go keep crying and try to get some sleep again.
Gn unless I can't sleep.
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I would
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oof if I could tuck you in with a cup of your favorite tea/ hot drink
...I Want my Life to Stoppity
Q_Q I just woke up and I can't sleep and now I have a massive headache...
Lmao I'm going to cry
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Put cucumbers on your eyelids to help ease them to slumber
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Yeeeeeet
It's midnight where I am so I'm going to bed. Gn everyone and happy New year ÙwÚ
(I'm on vacation in the Dominican Republic, but I'm going home tomorrow.)
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Happy new year Pixel!
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Gnite and happy New year.
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Gn and happy new year!
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Happy new year!! Good night and sweet dreams uwu
Also I have the Danny Phantom theme song stuck in my head oof ;v;)b
ATUCUFUGXUGDURyrzufigitxitzruzurzuUZUDUTDYTSURSJFZITXKGXGITIXXUTTUXUZRZRSRUZYEyeurzifzitzirsTIDIT DO GCJGFIXTTXUGGGGG I HAVE SO MANY NEW CHARACTERS I NEED TO INTRODUCE, BUT I WANT TO WORK ON EXPANDING AND DEVELOPING OLD OCS AAAAAAAAAAAGH T-T
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Can't wait to see them
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uwuwuwuwuwu Can’t wait to see ‘em
I'm REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEALLY bored, but I can't start a board cuz I'm going to dinner in a bit, so anyone want to chat with me before I have to go?
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Nvm, I got to go anyway
1) everything
2) panicked Cesil
3) Kisha x Sorrin ship art
4) Small vent. (BTW, that's what my hair looks like now, except it's light pink on the bottoms of the braids)
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Awee your hair is so cool!! ^.^ and everything on here is amazing I especially enjoy the ship art Owo
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Cute doodles + I really like the hair ٩(๑òωó๑)۶
I'm going to redraw some of my first posts to see if I've improved a lot or not. If u want to, look at some of my old posts and leave links to some that I should redraw.
That would be great thanks.
Owo)b
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Same lol, mine are really bad •~•
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Thnak yeh pepz
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https://medibang.com/picture/ap1806190427513660004953914/ And I really like this one
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https://medibang.com/picture/421806160126550060004953914/ This is your very first one
Oof: Development Dump:
I made a few more Umbrellaverse Deities, so here's the full list of everyone, in order of their creation (in universe):
The Great Yeeter- creator god
The Great Yoinker- Destroyer goddess
-they create light and Darkness, and give them both all the power they could, because they were lonely and wanted companionship. Light and Darkness turn on them because they felt jealous bc they were created by the 2 original gods and thus weren't true gods.-
In response: the Yeeter and the Yoinker created a bunch of deities but split up the powers between them so that together, they can oppose the forces of Light and Darkness but apart, they're easily (ish) defeated. Also half were created by the Yeeter and half by the Yoinker excluding 2 who were created by both. In order of creation:
-Fenrir- Magic (both)
-Kendra- Time (both)
-Sherri- Life (Yeeter)
-Gabriel- Death (Yoinker)
-Gavin- Knowledge (Yeeter)
-Zacharie- Fire (Yoinker)
-Elijah- color (Yeeter)
-Kora- Wrath (Yoinker)
-T'oh- Nature (Yeeter)
-C- Chaos (Yoinker)
-Nadia- Adventure (Yeeter)
-Fabián- Storms (Yoinker)
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PLEASE NOTE:
These are in the order of when they became Deities, not when they were born. (They weren't all born deities)
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If I forgot anyone, I'll go back and edit them in.
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:3 coolio
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Yeeeet
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Nice
> CoffeeGhost I did. It's in my last post
Take a breather or two Write down what's bugging ya
Breathe . . .