I know it.
It’s best if I just left.
If I died.
It’s calmer.
No shootings.
No suicidal thoughts.
Just peace and quiet.
I just want to die.
But no one is letting me.
I just want to go home.
Get away from reality.
I hate reality.
It’s scary.
It’s painful.
I know I should grow up.
That I’m never going to be a kid forever.
But I can’t handle adulthood.
I know I’ll die.
Get too stressed.
Get pushed around.
Even edging closer to death from suicide.
I hate this.
I hate my life.
I hate reality.
I hate myself.
I want to commit.
I’m a loser anyway.
No one cares.
That’s great.
TinyCY
~(*´꒳`*)~
~Have a fantastic day everyone!~
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Others
Don't be a huge jerk to others :)
Why?
Why does my heart hurt?
Why is everything so different?
Why are there bad ppl out there?
Why are ppl so ignorant?
Why am I such an axxhole?
Why am I such a pathetic idiot?
Why do I have to suffer through all the hard times I have in my family everyday?
Why am I even living?
Why do ppl leave me?
Why am I always left out?
Why do ppl stay away from me?
Why am I so mean?
Why am I so careless?
Why do I care about ppl’s opinions so much?
Why is my art so ugly?
Why am I living?
What’s the use of keeping a knife and a noose in my room if I never use them?
Why can’t I die?
Isn’t death peaceful?
Wouldn’t everyone forget me?
Can’t I just die?
No one loves me.
So might as well rot in h3ll and die knowing that ppl don’t really care.
That’s what they want anyways, for me to go away.
Just let me die.
Please.
Let me die.
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don’t think those things tiny. we love you. we care about you. you mean so much to us. please leave the knife and noose alone. do it for us. we don’t want you to go. imagine how much we would suffer if you died. we would miss you. I would cry myself to sleep. if you ever need to talk, I’m always here <3
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No, please, I implore you: LEAVE THE KNIFE AND NOOSE ALONE! We all love you, you know that, right....? Please, don't use them. The capacity that we care for you is so high....
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Tiny, you are so amazing. You’re my best friend. Please, don’t hurt yourself...
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*hugs* None of that is true
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> kawaii.pocky :0000000
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OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD GIMME GIMME NOW I JUST HAD POCKY A FEW MINUTES AGO BUT I NEED MORE ;w;
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Lol she's gonna love this XD
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:0000 GIVE ME FOOOOOOD
Day 11 (late sry)
Ink or Gore: Gore
Prompt: Space
Character: Chiffon
Utensils used: Pentel, Black Gel Pen, Red Gel Pen, Blue Gel Pen
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It’s not that scary but it’s space so I like it UwU
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> TinyCY BOI *hugs Chiffon* BOI NEEDS LOVE FOR WHAT HE DOES
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> CoffeeGhost Yea, I guess
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Is he holding everything in place?
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> TinyCY oh, cool.
I hate myself for even getting on here but I always want to.
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How’s your day fwiends?
I’m doing great UwU)b
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> TinyCY That’s good! :3
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> Ecks Dee Yea
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I’m good, but are you feeling better
Oof, yesterday night was the worst night in the internet but oh well. I got over it UwU
I was just very tired and chaotic so don’t mind me :’)))
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Hope y’all have a great day today! It’s Friday!
^w^)
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Morning! You have an epic day too, yhear? 😄
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Morning!
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> Two Golden Gears REEEEEEEE
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> TinyCY BE- -GONE * I N H A L E * THO ―
I’ll post Inkgoretober tomorrow.
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Night friend! Can't wait to see it😄
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Goodnight. Try and be happy, ok? I’m here for you.
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K, Night! Donthurtyourselfplez
I’ll just leave Medi and discord for now. I just can’t handle being with all of u toxic ppl right now. But I’ll post Inkgoretober in a bit.
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o o f just gotta macarena through the anxiety
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Don't worry everyone. It wasn't y'all. But hey! I know exactly who was the toxic trashbag that decided that getting hella pissed over a ping was a good idea! Also, Tiny, take your time. We care about your mental health and you. There's always my dms if you need to talk.
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O-okay, bai bai for now... I hope you feel happier soon.😞🙏❤❤
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Alright, take your time. Talk to me if you need someone though.
I’m insane
I’m pathetic
I’m fxxxing annoying on the internet and irl
I talk to much on MySpace and annoy ppl on discord
My parents will never get along
My sisters are better than me and can even handle themselves without me
My heart is torn apart
My anxiety is causing me to cry
I can’t take care of myself on my own
I hate my life
I hate this pain
I don’t want to live
I don’t want to be pathetic
I don’t want to have discord or Medi anymore
It all hurts
My body hurts
My heart hurts
My brain hurts
My wrists hurt
My sanity hurts
My soul hurts
Please.
Please make it stop.
I want to stop.
I want to go away.
I want to cry.
I want to be patient.
I want to be sane.
I want my stress to go away.
I want to go away.
I want to go home.
I want to.
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Echo says none of that is true.
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Echo want to hug you. She want to be wif you and support you.
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Woah, hang on! None of this is true! You're not insane and you're not stupid. You're just going through a tough time rn, and I can fully relate. Feel free to come to me anytime, mkay? 😞🙏
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Tiny, you’re my freaking best friend. Yoga rent annoying! And it’ll all be ok.
Live in a condo
Or
Live in a house
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> S-ingrate CONDOM YEA
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House :)
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> S-ingrate> S-ingrate Is this a case of autocorrect or ...
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Live in a condom
So I went to the eye doctor a minute ago and left with contacts on. *wheeeeze*
I keep thinking my glasses are falling off my face so when I try to push them up I end of poking myself ;w;
Idk, I’m only trying them on for a week for free so eh
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Oof-
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Welp, hope your trial period goes according to plan👍
Hai fwiends~...
I have such a bad headache rn I can’t really concentrate right so sry if sentences come out weird or don’t make sense...
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How’s your day fwiends?
It’s National Coming Out day-
Psycho Me: *punches me in the chest* BISH IF U DONT SHUT UP I SWEAR.
Me- *cri*
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> kawaii.pocky :’[
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I would tell my parents I’m bi but they’re homophobes T^T
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> CoffeeGhost Same-
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Hai! Hope your head feels better 😉
HhhhhhhhhhhhhhokItotallydidntcrylastnight
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Have a great day fwiends UwU)b
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Hi! Nomorecryingandnomorebeingsad,mkay? Let's do this! 😄
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henlo :3 nuhdontcrysmolbeanifyouneedtotalkimalwayshere *huggles* you shall also have a good day :3
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Hai Heyyystahplesssadmoreglad You too :3
Night night= Discord till one in the morning.
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To Kawaii: Have fun on the trip back home!
To Petal: No depression allowed >:[
To Inferno: U go be Junkrat UwU
To WiFi: Mmm, Minecraft -3-
To Artsy: Love your Inktober drawings!
To Echo: Love u~
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Bai bai!~
^^)/
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Eeeeeeek tysm.... Love yours too!😄❤
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*tries to have fun on the 10 hour car trip* yeah, I’ve been flopping around for the past 15 minutes since we got in the car xD
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I’ll try. :3
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JUUUNNNKKKBBBOOOIIIIIIIIII I wish I had discord :’D
Day 10
Ink or Gore: Both
Prompt: Glitch (gore) & Gigantic (ink)
Character: Ēr-ōr
Utensils used: Pentel,Black Gel Pen, Red Gel Pen,Blue Gel Pen
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I changed Error’s design a bit UwU
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> anon I wanted to do both since this is my first time doing this and I didn’t want to wait till next year to do Goretober :T
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holy shi-
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Fffffffthisisgreattt
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that looks amazing!!
WhErE Is MY EchO?
It’s been so long since I’ve had an actual conversation with her..........
Oh well.
Time to go mentally die in my bedroom then cry at night knowing Echy is gone :’)
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I’m working on Inkgoretober #10 btw UwU
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Maybe she got irl stuff, but yea hopefully she's back to spend time with you (OwO)/
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It'll turn out fine. I'm sure she'll be back sometime in the future.
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She'll be fine Maybe she will come back randomly like today
Late again :(
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Day 9
Ink or gore: Both
Prompt: Gutspill (gore) & Screech
Utensils used: Pentel,Black Gel Pen, Red Gel Pen
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Story behind this :’):
With just the lineart and my friends see this:
“Is that a ghost?”
With color and blood then I show my mom:
“Is that a genie?”
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*wheeeeeze*
It did look like a ghost tho when it was just the lineart UwU
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Niceee
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I never shown one to my frens I need to
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> Pixel Planet Oh boi :’))))
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Yooooo that looks super realistic :0 awesome job!
Hhhhh, Yay.
My smile won’t be ugly anymore~
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How’s your day fwiends?
OwO
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Niceee
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> Lastsugarcookie Woah :0
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I just went to the dentist And my mouth tastes bad
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I got mine on Monday! Also my day's been cool😄
Mornin’ or good afternoon fwiends!~
I believe Medi is slowly getting better now UwU
Well, MySpace that is. Idk about the rest of Medi but I don’t care ‘cause I already have u guys.
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Hope y’all have a great day today!!!~
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Morning!! Have an epic day!😄👍
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Morning!
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;v; hello
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Good morning. :3
I missed it :’)
Sry
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Day 8
Inktober or Goretober: Both
Prompt: Burned/Branded (gore) & Crooked (ink)
Utensils used: Pentel,Sharpie Fine Point, Black Gel Pen, Red Gel Pen
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Yoooo that is some pretty freaky stuff! Good work 😃👍
Ha.
Today was picture day.
AndIaccidentallylookedlikeatomboyhahaohwellIcouldcarelesstbh.
Some of my friends even asked me if I’m a lesbian because of what I’m wearing but I didn’t know what to answer since Echo and I aren’t officially together + we haven’t met irl *cri* so I just kept quiet :T
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How’s your day fwiends?
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I just got home
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My day was great! :D glad yours was pretty good for the most part too! 😄😄👍
Have a great day y’all!
=(^owo^= )/
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Ohayo~
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Ya to!
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You too! 😄👍
Prompt: A memory in yo life
Memo: Squidy getting surgery because her butt had hurt everytime she went to the restroom in her diaper. Why? Because of a tiny metal ring that was cutting her ;-;
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Sry the lighting is bad :’)
If u can’t read it, I’m sorryyyy
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XD socute! You guys are always there for eachother and I love that. I honestly wish me and my sister had what you guys had😊❤❤❤
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Me: GOD DAMN THAT HANDWRITING IS GOODDDDDDDDDDDDDD My Mind: Then fucking read it Me: Ehhhh
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\(OwO))p Heartwarmingg ❤️♥️❤️♥️❤️♥️
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Wow,, this is really good øOø
Today is such a bleh dayyyyyyyyy
Ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
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> GalacticPetal I'm here too😄😄! Also hai child! You are not annoying though 😊
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Oof ;^; Well, I’m here now, so yay! The annoying child is here now! (Aka me)
Those animations are like someone read my mind and started animating the ideas down but with better characters and better backgrounds/foregrounds. Especially h3ll, it’s seriously how’s I imagined “Hatter’s kingdom” (aka part of h3ll) would look like :’)))))))
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Fav character? Vaggie. Why? Bish her design and personality is pretty kool. (She also reminds me of Error-)
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Is it on Netflix?
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> @LaZyLawless_ I knooooww I can't wait to see him in action once the series comes out! Also I'm probably gonna listen to Inside of Every Demon is a Rainbow MANY more times, even when it's out 😂😂
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> Artsy Squiddyink AAAAH I LOVE ANGEL Hes personality is so great XD
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Omg I love HH 😂 my favorite character has got to be Angel. He's witty, lusty, and a jerk all in one😅😅
Kind of :T
It’s like those police/detective videos except it’s about 2 men, Chester and another dude, helping out families to find child predators. Like,one video, some stupid neighbor was watching a 10 yr old girl while she sleeps. Spoopy, am I right? But then he got called out because Chester and that other dude called him out.
The UTube channel is LuxuryPranks if u want to watch it too :T
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How’s your day going so far, fwiends? I’m pretty bummed because I can’t animate since I left my tablet at my mom’s -A-
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Also I’m fine qwq
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I usually like watching Dark Tourism- which is about a journalist who travels to places who you don’t regularly visit for tours or vacation. It’s pretty good uwu
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My day’s been lazy so far :”) I got into another Splatoon 2 clan which is cool
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*glad
Oh boi .-.
It’s so horrible~
It’s a cat tail btw
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THAT'S SO GOOD WTF
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WOW THAT'S SO GOOD
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That’s really good!!
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Woah dang! Das pretty awesome! You're pretty good at stop-motion gifs😄
To make a GIF.....
With traditional art UwU
*whez*
It’s going to be so bad :’)))))
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Sounds kewl uwu
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I’m excited to see it!
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I can’t wait to see it! :D
Advantage of today:
No school!~
Disadvantage of today:
BISH WHERE ARE MY FWIENDS?
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Oof--
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Advantage of today: Medi, no school, a beautiful day!! Disadvantage: i have to get my braces on 😣
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Advantage of today: ... Nothing Disadvantage of today: I'm alive, I'm at school, I don't want to be either one of those things.
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I’m going to school ;-;
Have a great day fwiends!~
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You too!!
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Ohayou
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Morning And no killing >:0
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Good morning. I refuse to kill you.
Life is a pyramid, you start at the base and get to the top. It's scary and ominous to look at, but the view above is going to be beautiful.
I know how life is - it takes , takes and it takes .... but if you change your view point .... it can give twice as much as it takes -even when it takes . It can give you a reason , something or someone ........ just .. please remember this ...
there will always be a battle in life. we all suffer one. it’s part of life. life is tough but think of us. think about how much we love you. it’ll make the battle go away. you will win. you just have to fight through it and show everyone who the real tiny is.
Tiny, please, please don’t. You’re an amazing friend. My mental state has improved since I met you and other people on here. I know every day is a battle. I know every day is painful. I know it hurts. Please just promise me that you’ll push through.