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Y’all don’t care

I know it.
It’s best if I just left.
If I died.
It’s calmer.
No shootings.
No suicidal thoughts.
Just peace and quiet.
I just want to die.
But no one is letting me.
I just want to go home.
Get away from reality.
I hate reality.
It’s scary.
It’s painful.
I know I should grow up.
That I’m never going to be a kid forever.
But I can’t handle adulthood.
I know I’ll die.
Get too stressed.
Get pushed around.
Even edging closer to death from suicide.
I hate this.
I hate my life.
I hate reality.
I hate myself.
I want to commit.
I’m a loser anyway.
No one cares.
That’s great.

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  • Life is a pyramid, you start at the base and get to the top. It's scary and ominous to look at, but the view above is going to be beautiful.

  • I know how life is - it takes , takes and it takes .... but if you change your view point .... it can give twice as much as it takes -even when it takes . It can give you a reason , something or someone ........ just .. please remember this ...

  • there will always be a battle in life. we all suffer one. it’s part of life. life is tough but think of us. think about how much we love you. it’ll make the battle go away. you will win. you just have to fight through it and show everyone who the real tiny is.

  • Tiny, please, please don’t. You’re an amazing friend. My mental state has improved since I met you and other people on here. I know every day is a battle. I know every day is painful. I know it hurts. Please just promise me that you’ll push through.

Why?

Why?
Why does my heart hurt?
Why is everything so different?
Why are there bad ppl out there?
Why are ppl so ignorant?
Why am I such an axxhole?
Why am I such a pathetic idiot?
Why do I have to suffer through all the hard times I have in my family everyday?
Why am I even living?
Why do ppl leave me?
Why am I always left out?
Why do ppl stay away from me?
Why am I so mean?
Why am I so careless?
Why do I care about ppl’s opinions so much?
Why is my art so ugly?
Why am I living?
What’s the use of keeping a knife and a noose in my room if I never use them?
Why can’t I die?
Isn’t death peaceful?
Wouldn’t everyone forget me?
Can’t I just die?
No one loves me.
So might as well rot in h3ll and die knowing that ppl don’t really care.
That’s what they want anyways, for me to go away.
Just let me die.
Please.
Let me die.

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  • don’t think those things tiny. we love you. we care about you. you mean so much to us. please leave the knife and noose alone. do it for us. we don’t want you to go. imagine how much we would suffer if you died. we would miss you. I would cry myself to sleep. if you ever need to talk, I’m always here <3

  • No, please, I implore you: LEAVE THE KNIFE AND NOOSE ALONE! We all love you, you know that, right....? Please, don't use them. The capacity that we care for you is so high....

  • Tiny, you are so amazing. You’re my best friend. Please, don’t hurt yourself...

  • *hugs* None of that is true

Now I’m squidin’ crying, great

I’ll just leave Medi and discord for now. I just can’t handle being with all of u toxic ppl right now. But I’ll post Inkgoretober in a bit.

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  • o o f just gotta macarena through the anxiety

  • Don't worry everyone. It wasn't y'all. But hey! I know exactly who was the toxic trashbag that decided that getting hella pissed over a ping was a good idea! Also, Tiny, take your time. We care about your mental health and you. There's always my dms if you need to talk.

  • O-okay, bai bai for now... I hope you feel happier soon.😞🙏❤❤

  • Alright, take your time. Talk to me if you need someone though.

It all hurts so much

I’m insane
I’m pathetic
I’m fxxxing annoying on the internet and irl
I talk to much on MySpace and annoy ppl on discord
My parents will never get along
My sisters are better than me and can even handle themselves without me
My heart is torn apart
My anxiety is causing me to cry
I can’t take care of myself on my own
I hate my life
I hate this pain
I don’t want to live
I don’t want to be pathetic
I don’t want to have discord or Medi anymore
It all hurts
My body hurts
My heart hurts
My brain hurts
My wrists hurt
My sanity hurts
My soul hurts
Please.
Please make it stop.
I want to stop.
I want to go away.
I want to cry.
I want to be patient.
I want to be sane.
I want my stress to go away.
I want to go away.
I want to go home.
I want to.

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  • Echo says none of that is true.

  • Echo want to hug you. She want to be wif you and support you.

  • Woah, hang on! None of this is true! You're not insane and you're not stupid. You're just going through a tough time rn, and I can fully relate. Feel free to come to me anytime, mkay? 😞🙏

  • Tiny, you’re my freaking best friend. Yoga rent annoying! And it’ll all be ok.

Night night fwiends!~

Night night= Discord till one in the morning.
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To Kawaii: Have fun on the trip back home!
To Petal: No depression allowed >:[
To Inferno: U go be Junkrat UwU
To WiFi: Mmm, Minecraft -3-
To Artsy: Love your Inktober drawings!
To Echo: Love u~
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Bai bai!~
^^)/

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  • Eeeeeeek tysm.... Love yours too!😄❤

  • *tries to have fun on the 10 hour car trip* yeah, I’ve been flopping around for the past 15 minutes since we got in the car xD

  • I’ll try. :3

  • JUUUNNNKKKBBBOOOIIIIIIIIII I wish I had discord :’D

Inkgoretober #9

Late again :(
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Day 9
Ink or gore: Both
Prompt: Gutspill (gore) & Screech
Utensils used: Pentel,Black Gel Pen, Red Gel Pen
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Story behind this :’):
With just the lineart and my friends see this:
“Is that a ghost?”
With color and blood then I show my mom:
“Is that a genie?”
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*wheeeeeze*
It did look like a ghost tho when it was just the lineart UwU

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  • Niceee

  • I never shown one to my frens I need to

  • > Pixel Planet Oh boi :’))))

  • Yooooo that looks super realistic :0 awesome job!

My essay :T

Prompt: A memory in yo life
Memo: Squidy getting surgery because her butt had hurt everytime she went to the restroom in her diaper. Why? Because of a tiny metal ring that was cutting her ;-;
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Sry the lighting is bad :’)
If u can’t read it, I’m sorryyyy

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  • XD socute! You guys are always there for eachother and I love that. I honestly wish me and my sister had what you guys had😊❤❤❤

  • Me: GOD DAMN THAT HANDWRITING IS GOODDDDDDDDDDDDDD My Mind: Then fucking read it Me: Ehhhh

  • \(OwO))p Heartwarmingg ❤️♥️❤️♥️❤️♥️

  • Wow,, this is really good øOø

I love Hazbin Hotel :’)

Those animations are like someone read my mind and started animating the ideas down but with better characters and better backgrounds/foregrounds. Especially h3ll, it’s seriously how’s I imagined “Hatter’s kingdom” (aka part of h3ll) would look like :’)))))))
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Fav character? Vaggie. Why? Bish her design and personality is pretty kool. (She also reminds me of Error-)

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  • Is it on Netflix?

  • > @LaZyLawless_ I knooooww I can't wait to see him in action once the series comes out! Also I'm probably gonna listen to Inside of Every Demon is a Rainbow MANY more times, even when it's out 😂😂

  • > Artsy Squiddyink AAAAH I LOVE ANGEL Hes personality is so great XD

  • Omg I love HH 😂 my favorite character has got to be Angel. He's witty, lusty, and a jerk all in one😅😅

I found a new thing I like to watch :T

Kind of :T
It’s like those police/detective videos except it’s about 2 men, Chester and another dude, helping out families to find child predators. Like,one video, some stupid neighbor was watching a 10 yr old girl while she sleeps. Spoopy, am I right? But then he got called out because Chester and that other dude called him out.
The UTube channel is LuxuryPranks if u want to watch it too :T
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How’s your day going so far, fwiends? I’m pretty bummed because I can’t animate since I left my tablet at my mom’s -A-

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  • Also I’m fine qwq

  • I usually like watching Dark Tourism- which is about a journalist who travels to places who you don’t regularly visit for tours or vacation. It’s pretty good uwu

  • My day’s been lazy so far :”) I got into another Splatoon 2 clan which is cool

  • *glad