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so like tommorrow our apartment is gonna be reconstructed (on some parts) and my big sis asked if I could spend the night with them. I said I don’t know and my Grandma said she was gonna say that I said no. Some hours my grandma told me they had big plans for me. I’m just really indecisive I don’t know why. I don’t know why I shut down people saying we’re gonna have fun and I’m just like “I don’t know...” it’s stupid of me...
why am i so stupid
why am i indecisive
why do i shut down good opportunities
why
im sorry im pouring my feelings out and complaining on such small things that I think it’s a problem
nobody cares about that stuff
haha
i bet no one cares about me either