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I’m still alive

Hey guys sorry I’ve been Gone for so long but school and Cross Country has took it up a lot of time

So I’m going to try to catch up on everything he promised that I would post like
- requests
-Anime
- idk what else but I’ll have to look and see

So I had a race yesterday and it was so hot outside that after the race I just started crying so hard and it felt so good I haven’t cried in like a year

After the race I had a headache and I couldn’t breathe so start freaking out and crying 😂

It was fun

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  • I'm glad to know he's better. It's good to know about you.

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A “casual” talk with my mom

1. I lie too much .-.
2. Smooooooothhh
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*at a dim sum restaurant that has a huge variety of tea choices that totally doesn’t remind me of you know who*
Both Mom and I- *talking about nonsense*
Both- *starts eating*
Tiny- Oh yea, mom
Mom- Yes?
Tiny- Do you accept gay ppl?
Mom- Of course! Why?
Tiny- Oh, a few friends of mine are lesbians. Just askin’
Mom- Oh, ok. Wait, ARE YOU GAY?????
Tiny- What? No! (Lie Counter: 1)
Mom- Ok, just checking. So, who are these friends?
Tiny- *insert names*
Mom- Oh, cool.
Both- *starts eating again*
Tiny- Mom?
Mom- Yea?
Tiny- If I were to be GAY(Lie Counter: 2), would you get mad?
Mom- I would, but I mean, if it’s makes you happy, then I’m by your side.
Tiny- So you really aren’t against gay,bisexual,et cetera?
Mom- Look, if it makes them both happy, and they cause no harm, then that’s ok. I’m a very (Iforgottheword) good person. I’m not against the race you are, what religion you’re in, what sex, whatever. Just as long as they’re happy, leave them alone.
Tiny- *nods* Ok.
Mom- *rubs my back and smiles* I’m proud of you, y’know. You’ve become like me. Not your dad.
Tiny- *smiles as well*
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That gave me less of a spook to tell my mom about Echo and I :’0
The only part that worries me is the internet part.

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A little Song

Love me
Love me
Say that you love me
Fool me
Fool me
Go on and fool me
Love me
Love me
Pretend that you need me
Need me
Need me
Say that you need me
I couldn’t care about anything but you
-
Love me
Love me
Say that you love me
Hate me
Hate me
Why do you hate me?
Leave me
Leave me
Why did you leave me?
I wouldn’t dare to think of you
-
Love me?
Love me?
Did you really love me?
Hate me
Hate me
You really hate me
Leave me
Leave me
Now you have left me
I couldn’t think of me alone
-
Hate me
Hate me
You still hate me
Leave me
Leave me
You left me behind
Kill me
Kill me
End my pain and kill me
-
Leave me
Leave me
Go on and leave me
Kill me
Kill me
Go on and kill me
Forget me
Forget me
Go on and forget me
-
A twisted parody to Lovefool by The Cardigans
:)

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A little Song

Love me
Love me
Say that you love me
Fool me
Fool me
Go on and fool me
Love me
Love me
Pretend that you need me
Need me
Need me
Say that you need me
I couldn’t care about anything but you
-
Love me
Love me
Say that you love me
Hate me
Hate me
Why do you hate me?
Leave me
Leave me
Why did you leave me?
I wouldn’t dare to think of you
-
Love me?
Love me?
Did you really love me?
Hate me
Hate me
You really hate me
Leave me
Leave me
Now you have left me
I couldn’t think of me alone
-
Hate me
Hate me
You still hate me
Leave me
Leave me
You left me behind
Kill me
Kill me
End my pain and kill me
-
Leave me
Leave me
Go on and leave me
Kill me
Kill me
Go on and kill me
Forget me
Forget me
Go on and forget me
-
A twisted parody to Lovefool by The Cardigans
:)

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L I F E

WARNING: This poem has triggering moments/actions in it. It’s about why I’m in the hospital, and so... I just felt like sharing it
-
Oh my shadow’s running
Leave me behnd
The room is spinning
Twisting and turning
Going every direction I wanted to go
-
Scared to move
Scares to think
But I thought
And I thought of bad things
Bad things to me
-
Put that razor down!
My shadow’s running
Trying to free itself from me
From my mind
Pulling on my arm to save me
-
What’s already dead can’t be saved
But my shadow tried
One inch cut
Deeper
A bottle of soap falls
My shadow tried
-
Another inch cut
Deeper than the first
Frantic knocks on the door
It’s locked, why wouldn’t it be?
My shadow succeeded
-
Waterfalls of red
Crashing to the ground
Damp towels and screams
Tears and pleads
My shadow’s holding on
-
Get the gurney!
Oh my shadows trying
Leave me behind
The ambulance is moving
Going every direction I’m going
-
Hook me uo
Stitch me up
Replace my cuts with plastic and metal
I’m worried
About myself
About my friends
About my family
-
You’re going to make a full recovery!
Words I finally wanted to hear
You’re going to live?
Worda I finally understand
Life has a whole new meaning
-
Oh my shadows running
Running to my side
To tell me it’s going to be alright
And my shadow is finally right
-

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L I F E

WARNING: This poem has triggering moments/actions in it. It’s about why I’m in the hospital, and so... I just felt like sharing it
-
Oh my shadow’s running
Leave me behnd
The room is spinning
Twisting and turning
Going every direction I wanted to go
-
Scared to move
Scares to think
But I thought
And I thought of bad things
Bad things to me
-
Put that razor down!
My shadow’s running
Trying to free itself from me
From my mind
Pulling on my arm to save me
-
What’s already dead can’t be saved
But my shadow tried
One inch cut
Deeper
A bottle of soap falls
My shadow tried
-
Another inch cut
Deeper than the first
Frantic knocks on the door
It’s locked, why wouldn’t it be?
My shadow succeeded
-
Waterfalls of red
Crashing to the ground
Damp towels and screams
Tears and pleads
My shadow’s holding on
-
Get the gurney!
Oh my shadows trying
Leave me behind
The ambulance is moving
Going every direction I’m going
-
Hook me uo
Stitch me up
Replace my cuts with plastic and metal
I’m worried
About myself
About my friends
About my family
-
You’re going to make a full recovery!
Words I finally wanted to hear
You’re going to live?
Worda I finally understand
Life has a whole new meaning
-
Oh my shadows running
Running to my side
To tell me it’s going to be alright
And my shadow is finally right
-

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SlyBlackFox87 left a comment!

L I F E

WARNING: This poem has triggering moments/actions in it. It’s about why I’m in the hospital, and so... I just felt like sharing it
-
Oh my shadow’s running
Leave me behnd
The room is spinning
Twisting and turning
Going every direction I wanted to go
-
Scared to move
Scares to think
But I thought
And I thought of bad things
Bad things to me
-
Put that razor down!
My shadow’s running
Trying to free itself from me
From my mind
Pulling on my arm to save me
-
What’s already dead can’t be saved
But my shadow tried
One inch cut
Deeper
A bottle of soap falls
My shadow tried
-
Another inch cut
Deeper than the first
Frantic knocks on the door
It’s locked, why wouldn’t it be?
My shadow succeeded
-
Waterfalls of red
Crashing to the ground
Damp towels and screams
Tears and pleads
My shadow’s holding on
-
Get the gurney!
Oh my shadows trying
Leave me behind
The ambulance is moving
Going every direction I’m going
-
Hook me uo
Stitch me up
Replace my cuts with plastic and metal
I’m worried
About myself
About my friends
About my family
-
You’re going to make a full recovery!
Words I finally wanted to hear
You’re going to live?
Worda I finally understand
Life has a whole new meaning
-
Oh my shadows running
Running to my side
To tell me it’s going to be alright
And my shadow is finally right
-

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w h y

I guess you guys deserve an explanation.
Why I’m going away for a little while...
Well, I did something bad. To myself.
And I have to spend a month in the hospital to recover.
Idk if I’ll be allowed to have my phone for a while
Idk when I’ll be back
All I know is that you more than likely won’t hear from me for a long time
I’m sorry, I’m okay now, but not okay enough to be out in the world right now.
I’m already here at the hospital, but my mom is probably gonna come in and grab my phone soon..
I love you guys so much, and I already can’t wait to be back

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