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hai..

I just.... I need to vent a bit, so feel free to ignore me.
I'm always willing to help people. I want to, actually. Making others happy makes me happy.
I'm always here. I'll do anything for the people I love if it makes them happy.
and then people don't listen
people don't let me help.
It makes me feel like I don't matter.
When I ask if someone is ok
and they say they're fine
but I know they're lying...
it hurts.
I'm not that stupid.
I know something's wrong.
I'm tired.
Why won't people let me help?
Am I not enough?
that's it.
I'm not enough to help
I'm worthless.
I might as well stop.
why should I?
Who's gonna listen to a useless kid like me?

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tiredbloom left a comment!

hai..

I just.... I need to vent a bit, so feel free to ignore me.
I'm always willing to help people. I want to, actually. Making others happy makes me happy.
I'm always here. I'll do anything for the people I love if it makes them happy.
and then people don't listen
people don't let me help.
It makes me feel like I don't matter.
When I ask if someone is ok
and they say they're fine
but I know they're lying...
it hurts.
I'm not that stupid.
I know something's wrong.
I'm tired.
Why won't people let me help?
Am I not enough?
that's it.
I'm not enough to help
I'm worthless.
I might as well stop.
why should I?
Who's gonna listen to a useless kid like me?

Read more

tiredbloom left a comment!

hai..

I just.... I need to vent a bit, so feel free to ignore me.
I'm always willing to help people. I want to, actually. Making others happy makes me happy.
I'm always here. I'll do anything for the people I love if it makes them happy.
and then people don't listen
people don't let me help.
It makes me feel like I don't matter.
When I ask if someone is ok
and they say they're fine
but I know they're lying...
it hurts.
I'm not that stupid.
I know something's wrong.
I'm tired.
Why won't people let me help?
Am I not enough?
that's it.
I'm not enough to help
I'm worthless.
I might as well stop.
why should I?
Who's gonna listen to a useless kid like me?

Read more

tiredbloom left a comment!

hai..

I just.... I need to vent a bit, so feel free to ignore me.
I'm always willing to help people. I want to, actually. Making others happy makes me happy.
I'm always here. I'll do anything for the people I love if it makes them happy.
and then people don't listen
people don't let me help.
It makes me feel like I don't matter.
When I ask if someone is ok
and they say they're fine
but I know they're lying...
it hurts.
I'm not that stupid.
I know something's wrong.
I'm tired.
Why won't people let me help?
Am I not enough?
that's it.
I'm not enough to help
I'm worthless.
I might as well stop.
why should I?
Who's gonna listen to a useless kid like me?

Read more

tiredbloom left a comment!

2 am pixel art

i didnt realize it was 2 am oopsies
but anyway i got really inspired by the songs my friend made and im just going wild with ideas tbh

i think this is either a main character or a side but the idea is that you dance/sing/play an instrument instead of fighting? basically bards as your whole team but you all somehow defeat people? Or fighting in that game is music? I haven't thought about it much yet but I can't pick up coding well (because im a lazy rat) so im kind of sad I really want to make this a game or at least attempt

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Feelings are fatal

(This legit is my feelings in a song)

I'm happy for you
I'm smiling for you
I'd do anything
For you for you

It's always for you
And never for me
I need it to stop
So let me tell you, please

I'm always sad
And I'm always lonely
But I can't tell you
That I'm breaking slowly

Closed doors
Locked in, no keys
Keeping my feelings hidden
There is no ease

I need it to stop
And I want to be able
To open up but,
My feelings are fatal
((My feelings are fatal))

How many times
Must I keep it inside
I need to let go
And I swear that I've tried

But opening up
Means trusting others
And that's just too much,
I don't want to bother

So I'll keep it inside
And bury it deep
I know it's not healthy
But you won't hear a peep

Though I'm always sad
And I'm always lonely
I could never tell you
That I'm breaking slowly

Closed doors
Locked in, no keys
Keeping my feelings hidden
There is no ease

I need it to stop
And I want to be able
To open up but,
My feelings are fatal
((My feelings are fatal))
(Here is a link to the song: https://youtu.be/nXy0aYCJokg)

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