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I’m scared...

I think I lost a friend today... the friend, I’m just gonna call H. This is what happened:
H: -walks into class and sits down behind me, seeming sad-
Me: -was already in my seat- ? -turns around and faces her- H, are you ok? You seem upset...
H: I’m ok.
Me: please don’t lie to me.....
H: I said IM FINE.
Me: look, I know my friends. I know when they’re lying. Just tell me what’s wrong...
H: -ignores me and doesn’t talk to me for the rest of the day, seeming very angry at me and just... sad.-
.
Yeah, I know my friends. I memorize them, so I know if somethings wrong..
Did...
Did I do something wrong...?
I was just trying to help...

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Eh.

I’ll go to sleep and leave you alone soon. Temporarily rid you of me.
But first, more venting.
If I try to be happy, it’s fake. Music and hugs do help, but only for a little.
Make the pain stop
Please
Make it stop
...
I’m sorry
Im sorry
I’m sorry I’m sorry I’m sorry I’m sorry I’m sorry I’m sorry I’m sorry I’m sorry I’m sorry I’m sorry I’m sorry I’m sorry I’m sorry I’m sorry I’m sorry I’m sorry I’m sorry I’m sorry I’m sorry I’m sorry
....
Oh, and by “goodbye” I meant killing my self. Freeing people of me. Letting people be happy. Dying.
...
I’ll go.
I’ll leave you all alone.
Tell me what you want me to do in order to make you happy.
I’ll do my best.
Still might fail.
Probably will.
Just another failure.
I just want to make everyone happy.
Ok.
I should sleep.
Possibly goodnight, might stay on for a bit longer.

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Ok.

I’m gonna go to sleep. Some special messages:
WiFi: thank you for always being there.
Inferno: you may think there’s no reason for you to live, but there’s really no reason for you to die.
Tiny: it’s the same as Inferno’s. Look, you’re my frikkin best friend. Stay strong.
Ink: thank you for always trying to stay positive as I once did. But if something is wrong, just talk about it.
Anons: well. You can reveal yourself to me. I won’t judge. It can be here, or dms. I’m good at keeping secrets, and I won’t hold a grudge. Of course, you don’t have to show me who you are.
Ok goodnight.

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