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I don’t think I could

When we split
What would I do?
Could I get over you?
I’ve gotten over everyone else
But
You’re different
You’re the best
I can’t live without you
I feel guilt from all the people I liked and they liked me back
But
I got over it
And I don’t think I’ll get over you
The distance might kill me
Maybe even
Kill us
I wish we were closer
We need to meet
I don’t care if we aren’t together by then
I still need to meet you
My heart depends on it
Whenever I hear your voice I feel like I’m in a dream
You’re laugh makes me smile
I beat myself up over how amazing and adorable you are
You showed and still are showing how to love someone and myself sometimes

I love you so much uwu

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...(vent)

I need to stop.
I hold all my emotion in and it isn’t good.
I have moments where I just wanna yell it all out.
...
But I hold it in anyway.
And It just seems to make it worse.
So what’s the point? of anything?
Is death or life better?
What’s the point to this stupid life of mine?
...
The other day I quickly slid the side of a spoon across my arm
It hurt for being plastic.
I think I smiled.
It hurt and I laughed a little.
And if I did smile...
...
That time I think it was a real one.

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...(vent)

I need to stop.
I hold all my emotion in and it isn’t good.
I have moments where I just wanna yell it all out.
...
But I hold it in anyway.
And It just seems to make it worse.
So what’s the point? of anything?
Is death or life better?
What’s the point to this stupid life of mine?
...
The other day I quickly slid the side of a spoon across my arm
It hurt for being plastic.
I think I smiled.
It hurt and I laughed a little.
And if I did smile...
...
That time I think it was a real one.

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Hhhhh no

So.... :T
My ex has depression I guess, and he has to take pills etc. I guess he can’t think anything sad, and he gets really jumpy and jittery and happy. Anywayyysss
During BEE Time (free period) he came over to me and was like
Ex: Can I have a kiss?
Me: No *goes back to drawing*
Ex: *puckers lips* Please?
Me: *pushes him away frustrated* I said no Chaz!
Ex: *frowns* Whatever then *sits next to me*
Me: *scoots away sort of* *sighs* What do you want Chaz?
Ex: A kiss *leans in*
Me: Chaz, stop. We broke up a year ago, get over me. We’re just friends
Ex: *grabs my wrist* It would make me the happiest man alive though
Me: *tries to pull away* I said no. If you don’t let go of me, I’ll call Ethan over (really protective friend of mine)
Ex: *doesnt let go* I’m not scared of him Cass. *leans in more*
Me: Chaz! Stop! *stands up and pushes him* Leave. Me. Alone. *runs towards Ethan and them*
Ex: *gets mad and follows*
Ethan: Cass, whats- *looks up*
Me: Chaz, don’t. Just leave us alone, please
Ex: I’ve got nothing to lose Cass. *tries to grab me*
Ethan: *pushes Chaz away* Leave her alone dude. She dowsnt want to be with or near you
Ex: You don’t know what she wants *grabs my hand roughly*
Me: *screams and starts to cry* Chaz! You’re hurting me! *pulls away*
Ex: *lets go* Cass, I’m sor-
Ethan: Go the fuck away before I beat your ass Chaz.
Ex: *looks at me* Fine *walks away*
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So, yeah.... I was kinda assulted today. I mean, I know it wasn’t his fault, it was those pills he was on. He just couldn’t think properly, and he didn’t know he was hurting me. But yeah, my arms have bruises on them now, and my cuts bled today :,) So, I’m in physical and mental pain right now.
I won’t be on that much because of this. I just wanted to share this because I want you guys to know it’s okay to say ‘no’ to things you don’t want. I had to fight today because someone wasn’t listening to my pleads...

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