Tonight is the night. The night I'm freed. The night I run. The night I wait. The night I hide. Tonight is MY night. I'm running away to a place I actually call home.
Macimations
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I'm an Artist and an Amateur Animator.
No I do not like school!
My nicknames: Maci, Mom, Dad, Macke, and Bro
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I love scary things.
- Cartoon
- Country Humans
- Micky Mouse
Profile
- Work Place:Home
- Gender:Male
Life Event
- 12/2004 Ilookliketrash Student
An apology is a blessing to me. Without it guilt crushes me like a car crash, the pain and scars are raw. My tears as salty as the ocean, the salt of grief and guilt. I planted the seed of ignorance and I sowed it. I gave that seed life and it infested my judgement and emotions. Life is game I wish not to play. Life is a garden and I'm the weed that needs pulled. My life is wilted and dying. I failed to care for myself and I am failing to care for others. I've tried so hard. I am trying so hard. I'm sorry. So sorry. I can feel love and joy, but every time I find out they love me I run away refusing, because how can someone love a monster like me? To those who care, my troubles are deep, but my life is still valued as yours is too.
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I finally read this.... wow.... deep.
This qoute is what I'm going to draw to. I'll be doing this everyday (if I can) just forgive everybody Hope. I might post it whenever but anyway, stay cool, stay happy, and breathe.
I really screwed up
Macke? Are you ok? You aren't responding to my messages
Good luck
Are you running away?