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i wanna go home

god this month is an emotional strain
I'm in Tennessee
and don't leave for another 5-6 days
and i just wanna go home god-dammit
- I've seen my parents/been in the same house as them 2-3 times since the 12th?(orthe13th)
- haven't slept in my own bed since the 12th or 13th (unless i was at the house, which was 2 or 3 times)
- when i get back i have 3-4 days until school starts
- and i still haven't gotten my school schedule yet
.
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I'm under a lot of emotional pressure rn
and i just wanna fucking go home

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  • no one rlly sees these anyways so why bother at this point?

FUCKING HELL MEDI

WHAT THE FUCK?
YOU WANNA KEEP TAKING THIS POST DOWN?
FUCK YOU
YOU KNOW THAT
FUCK
YOU
THIS POST WAS COMPLETELY INNOCENT
SO IMMA PUT IT WHERE YOU CAN'T FUCKING TOUCH IT
FUCK YOU AND GO AWAY

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  • murderbang strikes again on innocent artists im gonna fucking kill murderbang for you

  • sorry for yelling... I'm just pissed i reposted this and they took it down AGAIN if you can look at the rant on my page online... it should still be there but honestly Medi there is nothing fucking wrong with this

Do i love you?

I'm oh so confused
And i keep asking the question
Do i love you?
.
Am i in love?
Or do i lack affection?
.
You're the only one that actually gets me
And that's what makes me smile
.
This is not love
We are to young
.
It would never last forever
So why am i confused
.
The answer should be straight and simple
.
But I'm questioning everything
.
Do you know who you are?
If you see this you do...
.
And I'm probably just confused
You won't like me anymore if you see this
.
But i like you
I think
Maybe a lot
I think
.
Or maybe as friends
I think
.
Take this are you wish
.
But however you take this...
Know i care
In whatever way you want me to
.
We can stay friends
It doesn't matter
If you don't want any contact with me
That's fine
.
If we could stay the way we are
That would be great
.
I care for you

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  • ...

  • :(

I am e̶m̶p̶t̶y̶ fine

I sit and watch
As days go by
And eventually we are all
Left behind
.
But sometimes I
Just feel so numb
Yet no one sees
That i am done
.
I smile and laugh
I talk and play
So that other shall
Have their way
.
For the girl that is
Happy and proud
With many achievements
To show the crowd
.
But i don't want
To live to this height
Lower the bar
With all my might
.
But day and night
They say i might
Be great someday
Later in life
.
I need a break
From this stress
And the overwhelming burden
On my chest
.
For I'm a child
Yet treated as if
I'm older
Not giving me
A chance to fall
.
I need to live
Up to the standard
Or else they all
Will be dissapointed in me
.
But no one sees
My crys and pleas
So I'll just leave
And go to sleep
.
.
Goodnight/Morning to you all
Hope it's better then mine...

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  • D:

Posting schedule- for the Summer

This weekend- family is coming over- minimal to no posting
Next weekend- free- "normal" posting
4th of July weekend- lots of family coming over- 1 to no posts
July 12/13th to July 18/19th- trip with friends to the mountains (in a cabin, floating down a river in tubes, campfies, all that good stuff)- no internet connection (i think) so no posting (pictures from the activities will go in my My Space), if i can post it'll be not much and either really late or really early (in EST)
July 20th through the 31st- i don't know/remember what I've got planned- expect a bit of posting during this time
August (unset dates)- visiting grandparents (in New York and Tennessee)- little to no posting, but there will be picture in this My Space
September (after Labor Day)- school starts again, and back to "normal" postings
.
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So just putting this here so no one freaks out when i die for a few days at a time (i mean you won't but-)
Yeah just wanted to put that out there
And pictures from everything will be posted here (or recreated on my ugly ass art)
Anyways i hope everyone has an amazing Summer
Bye!

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