So..... ive just learned about this whole Cristali thing and......
i.... didnt even know Cristali was a dude.....
i didnt even know about ANY of this stuff.....
and....
it.... kinda hurts me...... To know that an artist i had really liked..... did all of this stuff...... like..... its really messed up.... i didnt know ANYTHING about this at ALL... i thought it was just a meme but..... it makes me sick...... like, i never really liked their character but like..... they were cool to me!...... its just.... disgusting...... so now im aware of this garbage...... and i sorta wish i wasnt......