(Vent) On the verge of a breakdown LEVEL 2
3 years ago
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My mom is leaving for South Carolina today and I have to stay behind and watch Grandma which is going to be very draining for me because her health is NOT. GOOD. AT. ALL! Her eyes, especially. She has cataracts developing on BOTH eyes and her left eye is pushed out of its socket due to a growth/tumor in the eye. She has to have it operated on on Thursday but she hasn't decided if she wants to go under the knife or not. She has to talk to a bunch of doctors and a bunch of other shit. Her current state is definitely making me stressed and Mom is the ONLY person in the family that helps me stay sane. Since she's going to be gone for a whole fucking week, I don't know how I'm going to hold up. I've cried my fucking eyes out TWICE within the last few hours and I feel like I'm on the verge of a fucking breakdown here. My stress levels are through the roof and NOTHING I do is helping. I tried walking, I tried taking a shower, I tried listening to music. NONE OF IT'S WORKING! I need a hug rn.