wah wah
vent because my self esteem will never get better
i can't do anythiinnggg
everyone is so much better =/ and i'm so clumsy and fat and ugly
why do my hip bones have to be so wide, and my torso so fat
and i just suck so much as a person too
no one would want someone who hates themself
i just want to be thin and able to do more stuff in equestrian vaulting
i'm just terrible at everything
i can't do anythiinnggg
everyone is so much better =/ and i'm so clumsy and fat and ugly
why do my hip bones have to be so wide, and my torso so fat
and i just suck so much as a person too
no one would want someone who hates themself
i just want to be thin and able to do more stuff in equestrian vaulting
i'm just terrible at everything
yeah =[ i'm just wondering if my body CAN get thinner with the right routine and stuff, but if i try and try and it never gets thinner because of my genetics, fat distribution, bone structure ect, then i'll just be forced to accept my body the way it is
i guess i'm still... "learning" to love my body even while i'm trying to make it look a way i like better-- i put 'learning' in quotes cuz tbh i'm not really learning right now, i've just been sad and complaining and sulking and bringing myself down cuz i feel that i don't deserve love kinda
sorry for that sudden thought dump, you don't have to say anything else, tysm for the support Ev@ !! <33333
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