Yes Im alive but it's only to voice out how frustrated I am right now






I'm so fucking tired of never feeling like I'll be good enough for anyone, lord fucking forbid I do anything for myself cause good lord Im just so selfish aren't i. What do I expect from anyone anymore, why am I surprised that someone got mad at me because I did something for myself. Im done, I don't want to do this shit anymore, i've fucking had it with everyone. If Im selfish then fuck it I don't want ANYTHING to do with anyone.