So I wrote this vent around 12 last night, because it really says what I have a hard time saying (if that makes any sense) here it is-

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Think about the time you were most miserable. The time were you couldn’t see the light at the end of the tunnel.
Now tell yourself all the reassuring words your telling me.
Do you THINK that would’ve made ANYTHING better??
Now think about four people more allll trying to shove those “helpful” words down your throat eveytime you forget to cover up your pain.
It would make it worse, wouldn’t it?
And when you tell them to stop...
They dont.
So you have to block them out
All these fake words are drowning you in what seems to be a river of lies.
You have to distance yourself
Because you know now.. that letting people in only hurts you MORE.
And eventually you become numb.
You feel empty
nothing pleases you.
And each day you TRY to be okay.
You TRY to make others happy
But really..
you cant find the light.
Because it died, along with your will to live.
And now your broken.
Broken, emtpy, and hollow.
And when those ‘friends’ ask who did this to you?
You loook at them weakly and say..
“You did.”
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IM SO SORRY GUYS I FORGOT TO SAY THAT THIS IS WRITTEN FOR MY IRL FRIENDS NOT YOUU AHHH NO YOU GUYS HAVE BEEN AMAZING!!!!