Small vent bc I don't really have anyone to talk about this to
Ignore if you want to, have a nice day :)






Is it stupid that I started crying the second I heard his voice? I know I'm gonna see him tomorrow, that nothing's really changed between us in the past 3 months, but I can't help but feel like we've grown apart. Damn it, I just miss him, I guess? I haven't seen him in a week, and call me clingy if you want, but I've barely spoken to him that entire time... School keeps getting canceled because of ice and cold weather, and every time they cancel a day they cancel a chance for me to chase off the existential-dread bringing loneliness that follows me everywhere. Gods, I'm so stupid.

Sorry for wasting your time