apparently i still have jays number so i yelled at him in text and called him a cum stain. waiting to see if he gives me the apology i asked from him






transcript of the text:
so this will be the last time i ever fucking contact you.

i want an apology. one that isnt just “sorry”.

you’ve genuinely fucked me over so goddamn much and im done wasting nights trying to make excuses.

i genuinely cannot think or talk about you without having an anxiety or panic attack.

even now i feel my chest tightening and my face get cold.

i want you to apologize.

you have given me trauma. i struggle in my current relationship because i feel like im not being a good partner for my boyfriend, now matter how much he tells me that it doesnt hurt xem and that im doing fine.

because of my experiences with you i struggle so much, mentally. ive hurt myself in so many ways.

so i want an apology.

for me and for parker and for the whole system.

but mostly for parker and i. do you know how many times ive retreated into the innerworld because parker had to front for me and keep me safe? bless him, honestly.

so, yeah. apologize, you fucking cum stain.