*dont read if you dont feel like being sad =DDD*
*i should probably not even write my sad feelings since that effects other people's moods who read it*






i'm disappointed in myself tbh
like... really disappointed
i need to stop crying at work oh. my. gosh
once i get home after work, i'm FINE. completely fine
why can't i be like that at work? it's so annoying
if it's a little bit busy, or i dont know what to do in a not-so-important situation, or i'm just slightly moody that day, i cry at work
and i become such a problem
soooo many inconveniences that i can't deal with without stressing out and wanting to cry
taking those tablets didnt even help
how can i stop crying
i have no control
and if i quit i'll feel like such a failure
what do i do at this point tbh
why does my time-of-the-month come every 2 months
my hormones build way too much and then i'm super moody and cry over everything for weeks
OFC it has to be like that, it has to be so hard and inconvenient


why am i such a failure
how many times more am i gonna cry
i'm such a problem

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa