tw// suicide











i litteraly asked to stay home for one fucking day bc i got outed at school and i get told i should be "proud" of myself and that i should just sing lady gaga at them
WHAT THE FUCK IS THAT GOING TO DO!?!? I COULD GET FUCKING MURDERED AND UR TELLING ME TO SING LADY FUCKING GAGA
UR A SHIT FUCK RETARDED MUM
UR HORRIBLE
I JUST WANTED TO FUCKING STAY HOME FOR ONE FUCKING DAY
SO I DONT GET FUCKING HATE CRIMED AT SCHOOL
**SCHOOL IS MEANT TO BE A FUCKING SAFE PLACE**
THIS IS FUCKING BULLSHIT
I JUST WANT TO FUCKING RUN AWAY AND KILL MY SELF
THIS- I FUCKING CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE
I THOUGHT I COULD FUCKING TRUST U
AND U TELL ALL OF UR FUCKING FRIENDS
U HAVE NO FUCKING CLUE WHAT UVE DONE

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i cant have anything good
i cant feel good
i cant feel good
i cant feel good abt myself FOR TWO FUCKING SECONDS CAN I?!?!? EVERYTHING TURNS TO SHIT
NOTHING
NOTHING
IM NO ONE
IM NOTHING
JUST KILL ME
END ME
FUCKING SHOOT MY BRAINS OUT
PLEASE
SOMEONE
IM BEGGING
PLEASE
PLEASE
PLEASE
PLEASE
PLEASE
PLEASE
KILL ME.