not for a while at least
idk how to deal with what i did and i rlly need to fix it
tbh im probably just gonna ignore it and move on like i always do when i fuck up
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Cult Loser
he/him
MATCHING W/ ET
-{fav colours; dark red
fav drink; ultra paradise [monster]
comfort animal [s] ; dogs/lions/tigers/wolves}-
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sw: https://secretwhisper.app/voidy
- ur mum
- <3
- i love ur mum sm
Profile
- Work Place:urmumsroom
- Gender:ur mums bf
Life Event
- 02/2006 fuckedurmum
Details
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Others
ur mum <3
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i love mew sm
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<333
tw// abuse / killing / murder ig ,,,
im so scared of the way i love . what *i* think romantic gestures r . the way i think abt keeping ur long gone body . i want to kiss ur cold blue lips more than i want to kiss ur warm surgery lips . i want to hold ur head under water and watch the last bubbles float to the surface of the water . i want to watch u struggle while i choke u out . i want to see ur eyes roll to the back of ur head . i think i rlly have it in me to hurt u . im scared of that .
i dont want to think this way . i dont want to love the thought of dressing in all black and attending ur funereal . i dont want to love the thought of apologising to ur parents for their loss . i dont want to be attracted to the thought of putting flowers on ur now empty body . i love the thought of u being helplessly killed . but only by me . i want u to be mine for ever . i want to watch the life fade from ur skin and eyes . its not that i want u dead . its that i love u .
i cant wait for my body to rot . i cant wait for my heart to stop beating . i cant wait for the pain to go away . i love it . i love u . i love u . i love wanting to kill myself . i hate wanting to kill myself .
i love u i love u i love u . i love u . i feel so sick to the stomach . im so fucking sick . i slit my wrist thinking abt . i hate everything but u .
my friend is so weird
wtf girl
i love mew so mmuch i started vomitting up blood last night </3
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are u okk-? pls be okk :( <3
but im so scared she'll hate me for it
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im so serious when i say thiss, i will neverr, never r, not in a million yearss, no matter whatt, hate uu <43333
well i am at least
i dont know abt them
tw// abuse / killing / murder ig ,,,
im so scared of the way i love . what *i* think romantic gestures r . the way i think abt keeping ur long gone body . i want to kiss ur cold blue lips more than i want to kiss ur warm surgery lips . i want to hold ur head under water and watch the last bubbles float to the surface of the water . i want to watch u struggle while i choke u out . i want to see ur eyes roll to the back of ur head . i think i rlly have it in me to hurt u . im scared of that .
i dont want to think this way . i dont want to love the thought of dressing in all black and attending ur funereal . i dont want to love the thought of apologising to ur parents for their loss . i dont want to be attracted to the thought of putting flowers on ur now empty body . i love the thought of u being helplessly killed . but only by me . i want u to be mine for ever . i want to watch the life fade from ur skin and eyes . its not that i want u dead . its that i love u .
i cant wait for my body to rot . i cant wait for my heart to stop beating . i cant wait for the pain to go away . i love it . i love u . i love u . i love wanting to kill myself . i hate wanting to kill myself .
but theyre litteraly my fav person in the world
go follow
https://medibang.com/u/h34RTC0rspe/
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> sᴡᴇᴇᴛᴇᴀ <3
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> tooth . thxx<3
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> sᴡᴇᴇᴛᴇᴀ well when ever u need hugs im here
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> tooth . tyy, rlly needes that ngll
tw// abuse / killing / murder ig ,,,
im so scared of the way i love . what *i* think romantic gestures r . the way i think abt keeping ur long gone body . i want to kiss ur cold blue lips more than i want to kiss ur warm surgery lips . i want to hold ur head under water and watch the last bubbles float to the surface of the water . i want to watch u struggle while i choke u out . i want to see ur eyes roll to the back of ur head . i think i rlly have it in me to hurt u . im scared of that .
i dont want to think this way . i dont want to love the thought of dressing in all black and attending ur funereal . i dont want to love the thought of apologising to ur parents for their loss . i dont want to be attracted to the thought of putting flowers on ur now empty body . i love the thought of u being helplessly killed . but only by me . i want u to be mine for ever . i want to watch the life fade from ur skin and eyes . its not that i want u dead . its that i love u .
i want to drive a knife into ur throat in the most romantic way u could take it ,,,
its not that i want u dead its just that i love u
im so scared of the way i love . what *i* think romantic gestures r . the way i think abt keeping ur long gone body . i want to kiss ur cold blue lips more than i want to kiss ur warm surgery lips . i want to hold ur head under water and watch the last bubbles float to the surface of the water . i want to watch u struggle while i choke u out . i want to see ur eyes roll to the back of ur head . i think i rlly have it in me to hurt u . im scared of that .
i litteraly love sweet tea,,, like ur just so fucking cool fr
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> !! sweete4 ✶ 🔸 dhjk <333
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> cultloser nhshg <3
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> !! sweete4 ✶ 🔸 *hug* <333
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> cultloser <33 *hugss*
im going to put cute stickers on ur rotting corpse
ill make u look so pretty
ill clean u and make sure u eat
ur going to be mine forever
even after we die
i dont want to be alone right now
i want to do it so bad
its right there
being called puppy rlly- like u could do anything to me after calling me puppy and i wouldnt care at all to busy whining
i want more then that
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> cultloser ok jghb
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> tobi 🖍 spoingus
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ur really hot, thats true for sure
i want his hands around my throat
i think ive gotten better at different skin [1] old [2] new-ish
maybe i havent ,,, i hope i have ,,,
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> cultloser :) <33
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> !! sweete4 ✶ 🔸 <3333
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> cultloser tyy
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> !! sweete4 ✶ 🔸 so have u
its only two kitties but its something ig ,,,,
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> cultloser mhm
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> tobi 🖍 grumpy boy
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> cultloser aww
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> tobi 🖍 i loved him so much!!!
I WANT KITTIES NOW
now i cant stop shaking
i just wanted to show him my cats,,,
tobias my old cats my breaking point? yes yes it was
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hey its ok jfgv u dont need to its fine
the pixel size is too big
no kitty cats
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aw :((
tw// suicide🦾✨
i cant wait to go home and press a knife against my throat
i cant wait for this hell to end ,,,, i cant for to die
i cant wait to stop hurting
i cant wait for him to love me
finally
i hate history
its so annoying bc she asks questions at the end ,,,
i cant
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> cultloser mhmm :/
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> !! sweete4 ✶ 🔸 oh no :(
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> cultloser i don’t like it since i have to go to my dadss,, it’s fucking awfull—
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> !! sweete4 ✶ 🔸 i wish i had summer break
my school can now see what i do on site with my laptop so thats great 🦾 /s
> Riddler ❓ oh okk,, thx thoo <23
> sᴡᴇᴇᴛᴇᴀ 🦇 i think it should stay the way it is
> Riddler ❓ well i think it shouldd <3 /srs /pos
> sᴡᴇᴇᴛᴇᴀ 🦇 no /srs