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,,vent,, //4

tw// abuse / killing / murder ig ,,,



im so scared of the way i love . what *i* think romantic gestures r . the way i think abt keeping ur long gone body . i want to kiss ur cold blue lips more than i want to kiss ur warm surgery lips . i want to hold ur head under water and watch the last bubbles float to the surface of the water . i want to watch u struggle while i choke u out . i want to see ur eyes roll to the back of ur head . i think i rlly have it in me to hurt u . im scared of that .
i dont want to think this way . i dont want to love the thought of dressing in all black and attending ur funereal . i dont want to love the thought of apologising to ur parents for their loss . i dont want to be attracted to the thought of putting flowers on ur now empty body . i love the thought of u being helplessly killed . but only by me . i want u to be mine for ever . i want to watch the life fade from ur skin and eyes . its not that i want u dead . its that i love u .
i cant wait for my body to rot . i cant wait for my heart to stop beating . i cant wait for the pain to go away . i love it . i love u . i love u . i love wanting to kill myself . i hate wanting to kill myself .
i love u i love u i love u . i love u . i feel so sick to the stomach . im so fucking sick . i slit my wrist thinking abt . i hate everything but u .

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,,vent,, //3

tw// abuse / killing / murder ig ,,,



im so scared of the way i love . what *i* think romantic gestures r . the way i think abt keeping ur long gone body . i want to kiss ur cold blue lips more than i want to kiss ur warm surgery lips . i want to hold ur head under water and watch the last bubbles float to the surface of the water . i want to watch u struggle while i choke u out . i want to see ur eyes roll to the back of ur head . i think i rlly have it in me to hurt u . im scared of that .
i dont want to think this way . i dont want to love the thought of dressing in all black and attending ur funereal . i dont want to love the thought of apologising to ur parents for their loss . i dont want to be attracted to the thought of putting flowers on ur now empty body . i love the thought of u being helplessly killed . but only by me . i want u to be mine for ever . i want to watch the life fade from ur skin and eyes . its not that i want u dead . its that i love u .
i cant wait for my body to rot . i cant wait for my heart to stop beating . i cant wait for the pain to go away . i love it . i love u . i love u . i love wanting to kill myself . i hate wanting to kill myself .

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,,vent,, //2

tw// abuse / killing / murder ig ,,,



im so scared of the way i love . what *i* think romantic gestures r . the way i think abt keeping ur long gone body . i want to kiss ur cold blue lips more than i want to kiss ur warm surgery lips . i want to hold ur head under water and watch the last bubbles float to the surface of the water . i want to watch u struggle while i choke u out . i want to see ur eyes roll to the back of ur head . i think i rlly have it in me to hurt u . im scared of that .
i dont want to think this way . i dont want to love the thought of dressing in all black and attending ur funereal . i dont want to love the thought of apologising to ur parents for their loss . i dont want to be attracted to the thought of putting flowers on ur now empty body . i love the thought of u being helplessly killed . but only by me . i want u to be mine for ever . i want to watch the life fade from ur skin and eyes . its not that i want u dead . its that i love u .

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