Like the boy I like is in the boarding, so he lives in the school basically and there’s a new girl in my class thats also in the boarding and I’m her friend and that would also could be really nice because maybe she is talking to the guy and then just casually I could join the Conversation. And my bestie who’s friends with him too, was talking with the boarding girl in my class and the guy I like and I just left my bag somewhere and came back and he started smiling but I didn’t notice. I didn’t really understand them bc they were speaking Russian and Idk Russian but then my friend was like “GIRL HAVE YOU SEEN HIS SMILE WHEN YOU CAME?” and I was like “AAAAAAAAA DO I ACTUALLY HAVE CHANCES THEN” and I also make a lot of eye contact with him in the hallways and before I was walking in the hallways and he went out of the bathroom and I almost bumped into him and we were looking at each other’s eyes and I was like “AAAAA” and when I wanted to go back to the patio, I saw him on the stairs like just sitting and he had watery red eyes so I got sad for him and I looked at him again and he looked at me as I walked pass with my other friends, but he only looked at me and IDK I FELT SPECIAL. But now I know the truth, it’s not nice