i'm not using the goodnight picture cuz i kinda hate it now
i still feel kind of upset- and still complaining

for a few days i tried not eating anything that my digestive system will bloat up from (it makes my belly look big), but of course, imagining me with a flat stomach is too good to be true, so it never happened. SIIGGHHHH why do these things happen to me
my eyes are hurting from my screen and my vision's kinda bad (well, i dont really know, cuz i can't see out of other people's eyes and compare their vision to mine), but if i avoid my computer i'll barely be able to draw digitally, which sucks cuz digital art is life =( but OF COURSE bad eyes have to exist for me because it would be utterly a b s u r d if something about my body was actually any good.

gosh, these insecurities are never gonna leave me alone, are they?