realisation
*ahem*
YA KNOW WHAT? FUCK U ALL
IM FUCKING 14 I SHOULDNT HAVE TO DEAL WITH THE STRESS OF MAKING U FEEL GOOD
I SHOULDNT HAVE TO FAKE A FUCKING SMILE FOR ANYONE
IM NOT HAPPY AND I DONT HAVE TO PETEND I AM
IM NOT HAPPY AND I NEVER WILL
BE
I DONT HAVE TO TELL U I LOVE U
I DONT HAVE TO TELL U UR AMAZING BC U SHOULD ALREADY FUCKING KNOW THAT
IF I HATE U I WOULD TELL U
I SPEAK MY MIND
I DONT TAKE SHIT




i. am. fourteen. i. am. NOT. ur therapist.

im not someone u can swing around like a fucking pillow and spew out all the love and affection i need and deserve all over ur fucking pity party


if uve read this far
this is the last time im going to say this to all of u
ur amazing and u deserve everything
the world
only love
i love u
and u mean so much to me