I feel so gay rn.... help... the girl I loved was at the party, my feelings have returned, and I feel attracted to her in all sorts of ways. She’s beautiful, amazing, and if our lives weren’t so completely different and if I was more extroverted, perhaps we could do all the things I want to do to her, like massage and pamper her (don’t ask I just fantasize about taking care of her) and cuddle and just be able to be near to each other.... but I suppose our lives are too different. Perhaps she has feelings for me, CreativeLiz thought so at one point, but I doubt it.
Still, I want to draw her something as a romantic gesture? Idk? I’m so stupid rn, I know, I can’t stop all these emotions going on.
Should I draw her? Draw her spirit animal, wolves? What do I do?