how are y'all
i need to exercise in 31 degrees Celsius ahahahha summer am i rightt ??--
by the way everyone, my Quick Keys for my pen tablet is uhhh DEAD, it's broken, which means i cannot draw digitally properly, sooo hopefully we can get it replaced really soon because i have a comic to work on and stuff to draw for goodness sake XDD--

anyways, sudden topic change,
aint it sad that you love so many fictional characters from shows/movies/ect but can't even watch said shows/movies/ect because they aint exactly suitable for youngsters ?? for example, i love characters from Arcane (Vi, Jinx, and side characters), i love characters from Hazbin Hotel (specifically Alastor because i know no one else lol), and i can't think of anything else but more characters from older audience shows/movies are definitely on my favourite list XD
but it's so sad that i can't just... wAtCh tHeM AnD bEcOMe An aCtUaL reAL fAn (because yknow, parents exist)
and i really really like Alastor's design, but i have this slight problem where i'm too... selfish(?) to take inspiration, and idk how to deal with it-- idk, i'm just too... full of myself for my own creativity or something lol i completely forgot the word i'm looking for here ;w; i'm just kind of used to coming up with my own ideas and not liking any other ideas that arent my own, therefore, never really taking inspiration

i mean i already have an oc that really reminds me and other people of Alastor and that's Travis, although Travis was inspired by the Mad Hatter, not Alastor at all XDD (wait unless his bunny ears made of his hair was inspired from Alastor... i can't exactly remember) but when people pointed it out i was like "oH wOw yOu'Re rIgHT" lol


WOW i am such a ranty person hollyyyyy i'm sorry--