So



Not Trina be rude or anything

I love you guys I really do


But I don't really want support right now



I know you all mean well and are trina make things a little brighter


But tbh

Supports the last thing I need

Sorry


I mean,


Supporting people is good in all





But sometimes it just makes it worse





Sometimes being positive just isn't the answer



Sometimes being positive pushes down the negative feelings


And all the negative feeling do is build up


And eventually you explode into a million shards.



So I guess you get what I'm trying to say?



Again sorry

And you don't have to apologize for being supportive because you're just trying to make things better


And its not your fault



It really isn't



Its lifes fault



For pushing us to our limit


Some of us go past that limit





And I think about it all the time.



But I just don't know



I'm stuck


I guess that'd it



Love you, I guess