i rlly love them
i do i rlly do
and i want to be with them so bad
i want to be able to tell them i love them with out them thinking i mean it platonicly
bc i dont i never do
i want to be able to call u my partner
not my friend
i want u to call me ur boyfriend
and i want to hold hands
and go to the park
eat small cakes and cook together
but ill never have that with u

a part of me wants u to want it with me
i want to be with u
i want to tell u i love u and u know i mean it in any romantic way possible

i want to be able to help u through tough things as ur bf and not ur friend
i want to be able to do cute boyfriend things for u id do in real life for u

but ill never have that with u
and ull never understand how much i love u
ill never be able to do cute boyfriend things for u id do irl
ill never be able to go to the park with u
ill never be able to eat cakes with u
ill never be able to cook food with u

to u ill always be a friend
an overly loving friend
a friend that loves u platonicly

a friend
thats all i am
and all ill ever be