can I tell you somethin?
Yes, I know I talked about my side story of what happened to my DeviantArt and why I don't want to appeal it or use it anymore...but I wanted to tell why. And admit it here...[I know, you guys don't care about it, but I'm going to retell any detail but I somehow don't remember and moved on..but I wanted to get this off my chest...]
I started my first DeviantArt account in 2017 in January or February, which I'm only 11 back, which I made a stupid decision and I didn't know anything... What was my first account, you ask? Well, I'm not gonna tell you what it is thou. A few days later, I got bored with that account, deactivated that one, and made a new one, which is TheGamePlayaMe2. *sighs* Instead of claiming I was that person, I...pretended to be two people that were the same person, which is me. I got very stupid and I just took someone's design and people called me out for art theft, which I never do but I apologize to that person...and we become "friends", which I take it way too far...and started to become obsessive..and stupider. The terrible mistake is when..I commented something mean without thinking it will damage my reputation...but I brought my account back to...*sighs* call them a bitch and I was stressed by the outcast. Thankfully, the second account I made was locked out because I somehow reset my computer and forgot my password...which I made a new one and forgot it and my fouth account was xXthesoulsrisingauXx...which was on June or July 2017. Yes, I was still stupid about almost everything and did not take any criticism (I'm not autistic...and I don't like to be called one). And yes, I wasn't in the right age back then and it DESTROYED my reputation all the way, but I didn't know until I got banned in October. I didn't know why I got banned until I finally was done. Because I wasn't 13 when I made my accounts...
I could remember being careless about my actions...and all the what-ifs came to my head when I realized I did a terrible thing...
I remembered calling myself a pariah...a bitch...a nobody...and awful things...but I was too scared to go back and admit what I did wrong. I just can't handle it anymore...but I decided to move on...and refresh myself in a new life. As an animator and artist...
If you wonder how I'm doing now, I'm doing fine. I took some medicine to calm myself down and I continue to do what I like to do. I will not look back and be terrorized again by DeviantArt and I'm done with appealing my ban. It causes many problems anyway. It fucking ruined me anyways...pushing me to nothing.
So, that's my retold version...
I started my first DeviantArt account in 2017 in January or February, which I'm only 11 back, which I made a stupid decision and I didn't know anything... What was my first account, you ask? Well, I'm not gonna tell you what it is thou. A few days later, I got bored with that account, deactivated that one, and made a new one, which is TheGamePlayaMe2. *sighs* Instead of claiming I was that person, I...pretended to be two people that were the same person, which is me. I got very stupid and I just took someone's design and people called me out for art theft, which I never do but I apologize to that person...and we become "friends", which I take it way too far...and started to become obsessive..and stupider. The terrible mistake is when..I commented something mean without thinking it will damage my reputation...but I brought my account back to...*sighs* call them a bitch and I was stressed by the outcast. Thankfully, the second account I made was locked out because I somehow reset my computer and forgot my password...which I made a new one and forgot it and my fouth account was xXthesoulsrisingauXx...which was on June or July 2017. Yes, I was still stupid about almost everything and did not take any criticism (I'm not autistic...and I don't like to be called one). And yes, I wasn't in the right age back then and it DESTROYED my reputation all the way, but I didn't know until I got banned in October. I didn't know why I got banned until I finally was done. Because I wasn't 13 when I made my accounts...
I could remember being careless about my actions...and all the what-ifs came to my head when I realized I did a terrible thing...
I remembered calling myself a pariah...a bitch...a nobody...and awful things...but I was too scared to go back and admit what I did wrong. I just can't handle it anymore...but I decided to move on...and refresh myself in a new life. As an animator and artist...
If you wonder how I'm doing now, I'm doing fine. I took some medicine to calm myself down and I continue to do what I like to do. I will not look back and be terrorized again by DeviantArt and I'm done with appealing my ban. It causes many problems anyway. It fucking ruined me anyways...pushing me to nothing.
So, that's my retold version...
