yeah i dont even know so im just babbleing here cause i havent posted in my space for centuries :/ so enjoy me typeing about my recent days or something idk what im typeing after this.

finally fixing my novel Imaginery Soulz cuase after 140 pages i realized a tone of mistakes i made and made it into a romance novel instead of an action packed book with thrills and adventures. plus im trying my best to make its webcomic version a thing but its a hassle. thanks for working with me and eing patient btw TitaniumPegusas :)

i know im terrible when it comes to webcomics like trying to finish it but not even starting it and already wanting to cancel the project ;-;) im working so hard on trying not to do that so ive been challenging myself by making illustrations that take more time and effort and sketching comics on paper that i will never show you guys. sorry. so yeah im working on fixing my mistakes that i constantly make and makeing myself be more intimate in long running sotries that take a lot of time and effort to make it great and to actually finish it. remember Truth-be-Told guys? yeah those were some pretty dark days ;-;) im still sorry that i made all of you excited for it (even if you didnt get excited) only to end up canceling it. so yeah thats out now :P

story time: so i had art block for a really long time, so long that I lost practice and my hands were getting unused to drawing so now im working on it. i finally got inspiration to draw when I listened to BTS's new song fake love and decided to make fanart based off of it so we should see that soon. my hand hurts though :'). plus i've been having rough days lately (long story short depression and slight anxiety have been starting to take a tole on me lately) so yeah wish me luck on my long road to life yall :').

i got wattpad lately (i basically used the same username 'Maria-Senpai' so it should be easy to find me) and i've been haveing fun with stories lately but their getting replaced with my art schedule so im trying to reduce my time on wattpad. plus social media is doing the same so im spending less time on social media but thats caused me to be super inactive so ive been doing live streams on instagram. if anyone wants to see them feel free to check them out. speaking of which, right after im done with this ill be doing a livestream of one of my upcomming illustrations 'Peace & Quiet' so go check it out if its still there :)

thanks for reading my post dump guys :) your all very supportive of me even when i havent been on here every month or few weeks or so. your all the best people, never let bad thoughts take control of your life, only you can choose to have a happy life. infinite loves ^-^)/<3<<3<3<3<3