Recently I’ve been feeling... out of place.
This is a site for artists, right? Like the real, serious, that’s their career dream artists?
Like the popular page guys, they’re pretty serious and have put in years and years of effort into their passion.
But...
I’m a singer...
I mean, yeah my art is pretty good, I guess, but... but it isn’t like... like PASSIONATE artwork. Like, it’s not like I do commissions and get PAID for it...
and I just don’t ever draw anymore, anyway.
So I just feel... like I’m on the wrong website.
I just kinda beg people to do artwork for me so I can have a bunch of pictures that I didn’t draw, but other, REAL artists, real artists that are not me, did. That doesn’t sound like I’m very dedicated to being an artist.
So, I...
I don’t know if I really... belong here.
I’ve made a lot of friends, I’ve lost a lot of friends, I’ve made stupid mistakes, I’ve solved many mistakes, I’ve been totally weird and concerningly immature, I’ve been grown up and sensible, I’ve drawn, I’ve been drawn, but in the end...
What have I REALLY done here?
I’m not one for the contests. I never was. I’m not one for the popular page. And I’m not one for...
For real, true, serious art.
Sure, I can draw my dumb little made up characters and my made up dream girl as much as I want, and I can beg and beg and beg people to draw them for me, but I don’t think...
I don’t think I’m like you guys.
I’m not...
I’m not really an artist.
Like, I’m not a REAL artist.
I think I’m meant for other things.
And knowing that, do I really belong here anymore?
What do I do? I... I don’t think I’ll ever get to the level these artists are at.
The level YOU guys are at.
The top level.
Because you’re amazing...
Truly, truly amazing...
But I’m really... not...
You guys are so nice to me. You draw for me, stick up for me, role play with me, and you are willing to be my friend.
My real, true friend.
But I don’t know if... if I’m meant to be here.
I’ve yet to find a SingerSensationCentral.com social hangout site.
So then that being said...
what should I do?
And please don’t say “whatever you feel”, though that’s a good answer, it isn’t one I’m hoping for, because I’m putting this situation into YOUR hands, since I don’t trust my own to make the next move.
I...
I love you guys.
You’re like my family.
Like, my family I actually... I actually feel happy in.
So I’m asking my family what I need to do...