Im sorry

I have a math contest tomorrow and I want to cry right now because i cant even get an A on the prep tests and im never gonna achieve anything

I dont even wanna go near my friend tomorrow because its an embarrassment. Their just gonna make me feel bad for not accomplishing it because they managed to pass a test two grades above with a C.

Why cant i just be smart everyone else is smarter than me
Its like i cant do anything good everyone else is better than me
I cant even be a good friend to people everyone favours other friends or MY other friends over me and sometimes im just there. My friend and their other friend were playing with something and i wanted to see so i picked some up and they HURT MY FINGER. And my best friend is favouring my other best friend over me and im just discarded.

Im all alone and i only have me. Nobody cares.

Nobody.

Nobody..