I regret everything in my past. I was so stupid. why just why did I do those things?!?!?!?! Its giving me a panic attack! I literally want to set my wrists and give up. Just because I know that someone knows and thats their dirt on me. Now im scared someones gonna snitch. I fucking hate myself. Why was I born. I don't deserve to live. I'll probably end up killing myself. Whats wrong with me. I regret my choices but I know the world will not show mercy. Fuck my life. If I don't respond to anyone. either i'm crying and can't see. or just really wanting to end it all. No one cares so I don't think it would matter. I'm pretty sure my parents don't care either. I mean why would they. Dads always in prison. Moms always wherever lord knows where she could be right now. I'll try to stay strong for shipping fuel and Lucy.