So until recently, I thought I was aromantic (meaning you don’t have sexual or romantic feelings for people and have no interest for a relationship). However one of my friends I have started liking a little more. And I have no idea how to deal with these feelings cause I’ve never had them before. The only reason I have decided to write it here is because it’s tearing me apart and I wanna get them out, just not in person. But the thing is, I think she is straight which makes matters worse. Ugh I’m sorry for worrying you with this. This isn’t really anything you can help me with, it’s just a rant. And I know what they say, I’ve lived my whole life without them, I can survive if she says no. But then she knows and has the power to tell everyone else. Aaaahhhhh. Thanks if you have actually decided to read all of this.