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i haven't drawn in a long while, lately i've just been feeling quite low in serotonin, dopamine ect, and i've just been losing looots of motivation to do my favourite hobbies and stuff. and i feel like i've just been so occupied with worry and exhaustion. i WANT to want to do my hobbies and just do stuff in general, but all i want to do is sleep or watch YT or something. i just reaaally want to SLEEP right now, but i have to work. and then work for the next 2 days in a row. i just feel like crying. i don't want to always be drawing requests and drawing things i don't want to draw. i'm sorry. ugh i just want to relax and enjoy life a little more. but no, i have to constantly breathe in this stupid air full of car and vehicle fumes, and work in an environment that smells of dust and city dirt. why ? i've just been so tired of life lately. ugh.
i haven't drawn in a long while, lately i've just been feeling quite low in serotonin, dopamine ect, and i've just been losing looots of motivation to do my favourite hobbies and stuff. and i feel like i've just been so occupied with worry and exhaustion. i WANT to want to do my hobbies and just do stuff in general, but all i want to do is sleep or watch YT or something. i just reaaally want to SLEEP right now, but i have to work. and then work for the next 2 days in a row. i just feel like crying. i don't want to always be drawing requests and drawing things i don't want to draw. i'm sorry. ugh i just want to relax and enjoy life a little more. but no, i have to constantly breathe in this stupid air full of car and vehicle fumes, and work in an environment that smells of dust and city dirt. why ? i've just been so tired of life lately. ugh.
