I just realized i haven't posted in awhile, possibly because i kept getting distracted
(Here's a free pic of Yor as an apology)

So, i think i finally fixed my sleep schedule
With the help of coffee and a lotta bulls
I finally did it

I think


Anyways, as i was saying, i kept getting distracted for not posting and even drawing
I haven't doodled anything in the past 2 days
It's like life is keeping me away from my hobby

But, the good side is that i have been getting:

Nothing,
Because i kept getting distracted

In actuality, i may have could done more things if i were more focused on things
Like i see the tunnel but i kept looking at the side walls and then proceed to wander off faraway

Anw, i have been more productive though
Maybe it is an improvement maybe it isn't i won't know

What ik is that i felt like a lost lamb in the woods surrounded by strange bodies hanging out from every branch
That was quite a description but yeah i felt like that

Losing my way out of this forest and being watched by the dangling bodies, it doesn't feel good
Truly i hoped i would be more productive than this, or maybe thats just me having a high expectation for myself

I make my social medias for future me problem,
I have bunch of ideas popping in and out,
I even got projects than i'm in for future surprise!

But it seems like my overload is still there
I am really productive when it comes to school but then im not when it comes to my own things

This is really not helpful at all
I don't know what to do

Trying to improve myself by doing the small things,
But when you always stare at the big things yourself,
You get distracted by it

I kept getting distracted by the sheer amount of difference

Elp

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Sorry for the rant but, any tips? :((
I will do some drawings today i swear!
Also have a good one y'all <3

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