I work on more than one drawing at a time and then sometimes completely abandon some attempts because it just doesn’t seem to work out how I wanted it.

I have rarely have ever drawn something in one sitting… I’m kinda wondering have I? ….. I figure I must have at least once maybe as child at least, maybe when I was a teenager was when I started not finishing anything in one go.

Remember when people say sweet sixteen, my sixteenth birthday was my worst birthday probably all of my own doing but …well I just didn’t find it sweet. 😅 a weird thing to change the subject to… I used to have certain types of dreams and then I stopped having these dreams for a few years but recently they started coming back and I think I can understand it from my state of mind has slightly been thinking about the things I’ve had thought of in the past….. I know this is rather vague but I think this is not really a good thing but I kinda wonder, is it completely a bad thing. Goodness I am not the brightest bulb in the package…… 😔 I need Jesus. I’m tired of myself and I wonder why I can’t just think straight 😅 La Sigh…..sometimes I’ve been sighing more often because I hope the Holy Spirit is really really truly with me. 🙂 I hope it’s not a selfish thing to do but I’m not sure what I need. Jesus does because he’s God and knows everything. Soooo…… Good Night or Morning. 😆