I feel kinda bad that I follow many people on here but rarely look at the awesome art. I’ll do wanna try to get on here more often.
Haven’t been drawing anything much myself. I had a weird dream last night and I’m thinking of attempting to draw something from it because…. I’m weird and dreams are weird sometimes….. like once I had a dream where I was in a morgue and I was talking to a dead person. Ya 😅 I just mostly dislike anything I ever draw. Eh picky I guess. Take care and like my grandfather says don’t take any wooden nickels. Why just nickels I don’t know 🤷🏼‍♀️

Some thing I’m working on and I can’t draw the hand right 😅 boo hoo 😓 😂 I guess I should of made the jacket longer 🤔

Hi I haven’t been on in maybe about two months I assume because that was the last time I posted a topic. Even if I’m not posting anything I wish to get on more to see others art. I’m working on something that I’m trying to get done before the 30th it’s for a contest of sorts just trying to do it for fun. Anyways…. I’ll try to get on more. 🥲 😅

I work on more than one drawing at a time and then sometimes completely abandon some attempts because it just doesn’t seem to work out how I wanted it.

I have rarely have ever drawn something in one sitting… I’m kinda wondering have I? ….. I figure I must have at least once maybe as child at least, maybe when I was a teenager was when I started not finishing anything in one go.

Remember when people say sweet sixteen, my sixteenth birthday was my worst birthday probably all of my own doing but …well I just didn’t find it sweet. 😅 a weird thing to change the subject to… I used to have certain types of dreams and then I stopped having these dreams for a few years but recently they started coming back and I think I can understand it from my state of mind has slightly been thinking about the things I’ve had thought of in the past….. I know this is rather vague but I think this is not really a good thing but I kinda wonder, is it completely a bad thing. Goodness I am not the brightest bulb in the package…… 😔 I need Jesus. I’m tired of myself and I wonder why I can’t just think straight 😅 La Sigh…..sometimes I’ve been sighing more often because I hope the Holy Spirit is really really truly with me. 🙂 I hope it’s not a selfish thing to do but I’m not sure what I need. Jesus does because he’s God and knows everything. Soooo…… Good Night or Morning. 😆

I can’t draw anything right. I’ve heard …. It has to look good enough. When it comes to art. That automatically always fails me then. Because nothing I ever do ever looks “good enough” bahhhhhhhhh….. sorry yes I’m losing it. Have any extra marbles? 😒 😞

I had a good day, but I’m afraid I’m going to forget things. Have you ever went to a event of some kind that was planned out about a year in advance and you looked forward to it but no reason to want it to be rushed. That was the other time that I felt a similar feeling to what ever just happened today. I unfortunately felt a bit more bubbling happy. I don’t feel to well because I didn’t sleep last night but I’m glad I didn’t try to skip church just to sleep in, we had a guest preacher today and I was close to tears by the end and then Sunday class was on a different book but it some how, maybe weird thing to say but the Bible just fits so well within its self. Word of God after all.
People have time and time again told me they believe the Bible has many contractions but I’ve seen videos of men who’ve studied the Bible more so then I and explained those claims away. I’m very far from getting things right, I think I need to stop a few things but it’s not going to be so easy. I think I love Jesus more then I did yesterday but I feel like luckily there might not be to much of a limit on that growth. ☺️ Sometimes I unfortunately sometimes have gotten mad at God because I don’t understand why he orders the way some things are… umm made to be. There a song by the group zoe girl called even if and a song by mercy me also called even if. I love both of those songs. Sorry for rambling but if you read said rambling thanks for the interest. 😅 😊

It doesn’t work.

The end.

Story over.

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I’m glad I’m not color blind yay the bright colors…..I’m kinda drawn to it like the whole crows and shiny objects. I also follow too many people to keep up and I come across pages I’ve forgotten about and think, hey I’m going to follow this page……oh wait I already do 😅 sorry I don’t keep up. Hey anyone reading this leave a short comment maybe I can give you some views…. I’ve been missing out on some… I don’t draw that well any ways I sometimes like to look in case of maybe being inspired by something…. But eh probably not 😅

Yesterday was my sisters birthday, this is what I drew for her, I don’t think I care to put it in the gallery part 😅 yup bad drawing. The funny thing about drawing anything for my sister is she could always draw better then I ever could. She’s a animator after all 😊

So I was watching Sam does art on youtube and he was talking about this artist who goes by kooleen and I haven’t heard of her before, she talks harshly but I don’t know kinda in a funny manner so I think maybe she not so bad and just trolls … but anyway she said to draw eyes in this shape and it looks interesting anyways but Sam is good at art unlike me, so when he did it it looked good. I can’t really draw eyes well no matter what shape , I’m good at sticking with practicing either, I don’t even think I can get the shape right, she explained it like you draw that shape and then draw a bowl in it for the eye, heh maybe some of you guys could do it better. I’m working on some drawings but, ya. Durn some of people on here seem to post just about every day. Heh I’m so slow. 😅

I’ve gone wrong to many times that is why I can see more and more I need Jesus Christ. In church once our class teacher taught us a song he knew that sounds like a kids song but can be used by anyone.. he sung us the Spanish version to but I don’t know Spanish so I can’t remember it, but it goes, I want to be more and more like Jesus, I want to be more and more and more like him. I don’t remember if there was more lyrics to it but it was just filled with a lot of mores 😆 one part just saying more over and over, I want to love like Jesus but my brain always tells me how can I be even slightly like the only perfect man who ever walked the face of the earth, because he became a man but he’s still so much more. Like think God more 😊 my eyes are dry my faith is old, my heart is hard my prayers are cold and I know how I ought to be alive to (you) Jesus and dead to me. That’s the song my eyes are dry by Keith Green. He passed away it’s a rather sad story he died in a airplane crash, I heard also that his wife was expecting another child at the time so he had one child he never got to meet. That kiddo better get saved so he or she can meet their dad. I really like his songs they always move me.

I drew this for my mom, but I’m to ashamed of it to post it in my gallery but I’ll probably post it on Instagram. 😅 I tried some kind of side perspective but didn’t realize how it looks this lady has no shoulders heh I ought to practice figure drawing I just can’t do anatomy.. la sigh 😔 it just a random woman because I didn’t want it to seem insulting if I tried to draw my own mom. I kinda want to ask if she saved any pictures of herself carrying either my sisters or myself, meh I’ve only ever seen one to two or so pictures of myself as a baby….and I was such a chubby baby lol 😂 anyways happy mother’s to any mothers or to your own mother 😊👍 and also much love for anyone missing a mother.

Hello fellow former embryos 😉 its a good day to be alive.

😅 this thing I’ve been working on for I don’t know how many months and it’s not like it’s very detailed not much different from anything else I’ve ever drawn. Maybe it’ll be liked a bit… meh don’t know till I post it…😅 any way I’d be happy to finish it today but the reason this simple enough drawing hasn’t been finished earlier is because I would draw like four maybe five lines get bored hit save and work more on it later…. Like man procrastinate much , is that spelled right it’s not giving me a red line anyways….. I’ve always have been horrible at spelling and that makes me feel like Lois Lane, not the tough lady part just the can’t spell much of anything part….lol 😅 I’m just got to finish up this background and add some shading to the character but I’m so lousy at that stuff that I’d almost just leave it flat colors but I’m gonna try 😭 and I’m thinking of making a second background just for two versions. I corrected quite a few things in this it has to character in it and one I basically redrew the whole body because of problems and it’s probably still barf but not that anyone should even be wasting time reading this, it’s like what I’m blabbing for my own sake I guess. I can read this again later and remember how wacko I’ve been. I wonder how many pointless entries I had like this on DA. I don’t know if I’ll start posting on there again meh. 😅 well if anyone reads any of this, have a good day….I’m going back to drawing grass, glad I’m not watching grass grow instead. 😂👋

I don’t work on any drawings very often but this is something I’m working on, drawing it on the coloring app pigment but I might still post it here when done with. This minion meme I found was funny, I once worked at Walmart like twice heh there was this comedian I was listening to and he was talking about that he grew up in a small town and everyone in his family at one time worked at walmart except for him. 😅 I haven’t gotten back on in awhile and I guess because of the changes I was signed out. Had to change my password to get back in, I might of wrote it down some where but changing it was faster then looking for it… man I hope I can still stay signed in it’s just easier…. You know us lazy Americans. 😂 I also need to exercise …I’d say more but well can’t really do more of what you barely do 😅😣😩 anyway if anyone reads this have a great day! and I hope you do seek Jesus Christ. 😊 third picture for the meme 😉

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Check out this persons art their use of color is awesome I don’t understand why their view count isn’t higher than what it is or maybe was after a bit. Anyways I want to post another drawing but I’m sick and I don’t know how long I’m going to mess with it, I did a sketch and I’m working on the lines and not sure how thick I want them and I just hate my lines they don’t look good….heh heh. My throat hurts and I sometimes wanna hack up a lung heh heh. I don’t think I have covid unless I do and don’t know it, but well my sister was sick first and my mom on and off and now just my mom and I are not feeling to good. My other sister hasn’t gotten whatever it is but no worries I’m staying home so no one has to worry in case it is that lab flu. You know event 201 there was nothing surprising about covid to the people who planned it. Is hearing loss a symptom of covid lol I can still taste food though. 😆 my ears are just clogged up so my hearing sounds weird anyways enough about boring ol me I’m just back on to try to catch up on the posts from people who actually post art lol 😆👋

I’m following 401 artists on here now so ya can’t really keep up with everyone or even remember all who I follow anymore, like I’ll be just browsing for something interesting and I get on a picture and not realize I already follow the person until I see the button. Haha 😂 and sometimes when their style is mostly constant looking I think I should of known. Anyone play line play? I told this story on line play and Instagram but well guess I’m telling it again, to anyone who’d even care, or if you do read this but don’t care, then I guess say ….. I don’t care. That 2ne1 song keeps going into my head whenever I think of the words I don’t care lol. Any way the story is I was getting on line play to get feathers for the event, (if you’re on line play then you know what the feathers were) so I opened the app to hear a new audio mixed in with the background music. I was a voice of a woman saying help me and sobbing sounds over and over in a loop, apparently other users on at the time couldn’t hear it and one player thought I was just talking about one of the story book things they have. Nope weird creepy audio that freaked me out, but it would of been worse if it sounded real because it didn’t sound a bit like acting, but it was still like heh as a bit a joke on line play I said if someone who works for you is in trouble be a dear and send her help please. 😅😂 heh heh ok I’ll stop now bye-bye. 👋

I don’t understand how anyone can be accepting of abortion. I’m a woman and while I would never want to be ….the r word…. ( trying to be bit sensitive here) I would not abort the baby if I got pregnant. I’m thinking on if I will post this on Instagram or not. I know if my family members see it they’d say they don’t want me dead.
If this person doesn’t sound rude to you. You must be as confused as this individual. HEK 292 …..it’s in our foods some other parts are in anti wrinkle cream. I’m disgusted, by the stupidity of this so called choice. We all make so many choices in or day , like what to eat what to wear, what to spend our time on. But most of us don’t wake up one morning and decide to take another persons life much less our own FREAKING CHILDREN!! Wake me up when God sets the sky on fire. (Or the earth) I’m so tired of stupid people.
FYI if anyone even finds this interesting, my mom was suggested by a doctor to terminate me , (like a rodent) but yup I’m here.

Opps I guess some advice I gave didn’t go over well. Does it ever. 😅 I just saw this video of a woman who tore down nasty, disgusting advertising for a dating app. Some one get her a reward for actually caring about the eyes of children. This world is sickening enough and stupid companies put nasty images in public places. Like barf up every thing that ate…. in this whole year. Then there was also that video of a very young boy being abused by some crazy woman trying to force a mask on him. He’s to young to even understand, plus masks don’t work. If you think they do, good for you stay in your bubble of insanity. I’m sick of the lies. There is no pandemic every thing is just stupid. If you don’t question what’s going on your in for a rude awakening when things start to get worse.

I haven’t gotten on in a few days, and find I got a few new followers. Neat’o. Thanks ☺️ Yet when am I gonna finish anything again, heh. I’m working on a few things but….meh. How are you? Any random person who’d read this. I don’t think I even have anything to say. So ya this is mostly just pointless. Famous people sometimes seem to have life more crazy at times or brain wracking. Money and fame doesn’t always equal happiness, and doesn’t ever mean true happiness in my book. I think I’m glad to not be famous lol 😂 and I’m not willing to make certain deals that I hear some famous people make. Why am I all of a sudden talking about famous people. Well I saw parts of a old interview of Katy Perry, I used to like her music but can’t stand it anymore like many music I at one time liked. So she was crying about life stuff and I remember also a old interview of Brittney Spears and that one was sad because she just looked confused and she probably didn’t want to look like that on camera but hopefully she doesn’t have any reason to fret over what’s in the past. I know I do that to much. I sometimes wish I did a lot of things differently. I feel stuck at times but I feel like things are moving in good ways at times. I’m to negative sometimes but aren’t we all at lest a little. Happy people rub off on me a bit ok…. Heh buh bye. 👋

Love yourself says bts, I don’t and I won’t. I have no reason to love myself. When your worst enemy is yourself why should I love myself. I need more of God and less of me. I’m not talented at art as you can see but I’m worried though about what I can draw and what I should not. Because I say I could draw some bad things if I wanted. I’m questioning every thing I’m wasting my time on and why am I not doing what I wish I wanted to do more then anything there is to do in this world. I don’t buy the lies mainstream news is shoving down our throats. The people who took the vaccine are in a pickle, and I don’t wish harm on them but it’s clear to me that some of the vaccinated wish harm on people like myself. The world is going down the drain and obedience to the “rules” “laws” is just going to make things worse. Anyone in New York needs to get out of there unless they want what is being pushed. When I was big into kpop my favorite band was big bang and I feel sorry for what Jiyong had to go through and really all of them and my favorite member was TOP. I was saddened when he was in a coma and a woman he dated spoke ill of him. I see kpop as a waste of time now still sometimes listen to it not that I think I should. I hate the song Gd did with CL called dirty vibe. As weird as it might sound I hope Jiyong hates the fact that he agreed to do it. Maybe it’s not true that he believes in Jesus Christ, if that’s the case he can do what he likes and I don’t care. You see I used to be more obsessed with big bang then I with God. I want to be obsessed with God, I want to eat, sleep, and breathe thinking about God. I still fall so short and I wonder am I born again. I don’t care about the phrase, don’t work to hard. When I don’t even work enough. I tried my best to work hard for my last job, but I don’t know how long I will be allowed to still have a part of society. I am willing to give it up. I am willing to never again enter a store. If I’m not allowed as I am. Jesus took me as I am and it took years and years for me to really want to change but part of me is still in the flesh and I hate that part and I wonder if God will help me change that part. And I like cute non sexual characters with the cat or bunny ears but I wonder if that is a insult to how God created us and maybe can’t be disconnected from the wicked form of it. I hope God will be the comfort to all the confused and broken hearted. I sent what I believe is important information to someone but it was deleted. I wish people who don’t know what I know could believe in what I know. People can tell me I am wrong till they are blue in the face. I won’t back down, the queen of hearts is roaming and she can have it, she can have it all.

I deleted the topics I had for some reason…. Just mostly boring babbling of a not so sane woman. Haha……yaaaaa fun timeess. I love Jesus and the world is going bonkers so He should be coming back soon….ish.
I remember two conversations that doesn’t even feel like two because it was the exact same conversations.
I wish I had said something but I didn’t, I was worried how they’d look at me or how they might treat me after, but none of that even mattered. This conversation I’m referring to was a group of people saying they were going to hell, and talking about it in a great idea kind of way or a it’s going to happen and whatever kind of way…. Maybe anyone reading this might not believe in a after life. I believe hell is real but better then that heaven is. Oprah once told her audience that she thinks there can’t be only one way to God. Well Oprah doesn’t read the Bible then. Jesus Christ is the only way the only life and no one can come to God the Father except through Him. I for one hate the idea of hell and it’s complete darkness. I want to know the things I’ve never know see things I’ve never seen. I’m not a good example of a Christian, I’m afraid. Have you heard of this phrase. The party in hell was canceled due to the fire. Don’t let your life pass by without thinking of what’s at the end of this. I need that advice for myself so if no one else wants it then this this just advice for me. Have a good week. 😊😁😊