When you realize that everything you stand for is practically hated by your entire family and you risk being disowned if anyone ever found out. And then your mother and grandmother want you to have children and a husband even though you have no interest in a relationship or those horrid creatures but apparently if you don't have any you are selfish so you feel like crossing the border of Canada so you can freeze to death and be buried in snow and misery or crossing the border of Mexico so you can tell that bitch to go fuck his wall and die from setting yourself on fire............. HOW WAS YOUR DAY???!!!!