Maybe it is better to enjoy the rest of my life, instead of being upset over a small thing. A lot of stuff matters a lot more than the things I mostly think about, if I could only feel that way-
I just don't feel like I'm still there, I bet if I hadn't talked in a few days, nothing would've really happened tbh,
And it's supposed to be like that
If I keep thinking about *that* then my own emotions and feelings would go out of control and control me instead of them being controlled by me.
If everything keeps going the same way, then everything will get worse until some point I'd wish that I wasn't here anymore
And that's what's happening now.
If only I could be more happier independently, if only I could see the real value of everything around me, maybe I'd be having a better life now
Why do I even want his attention though? It's just a big waste of time, nothing works. After I talk with him, the conversation stops and will never start again unless if I start it.
She's so lucky he talks to her, I- I wish I was her
She's way better than me, everybody loves her so much, she's better than me, she's better than me, and she's better than me
That's how I think right now, because you'd rather talk to her than to me. I bet you won't even see this, will you? I don't even think I'm of any value to you, I'm sure I don't mean anything to you, and if I'm gone you wouldn't even notice it!
I wonder how happy you could be without me... Probably happier than when I'm there.
If only I could feel the same about you, if only I could do the same with you, maybe I'd be happier, maybe it really is happier without me
And I'm starting to lose my mind because of it, if you hate me just say that you do! I'm so tired whenever you tell me that I'm important to you or anything but then will rather talk to someone else than me-
I hate these feelings. I hate, I hate.
I hate everything I think about
I can easily numb physical pain, but... Why does 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘱𝘢𝘪𝘯 linger?
It feels like it's carved in my heart, since you started to ignore me.
I wish I could ignore all of these and ignore you as much as you do to me but
꒐ ꉔꋬꋊ꓄
ꁝꄲꅐ ꒯ꄲ ꌦꄲ꒤ ꒯ꄲ ꓄ꁝꋬ꓄? ꒐'꒯ ꒒ꄲ꒦ꏂ ꓄ꄲ ꒒ꏂꋬꋪꋊ ꊰꋪꄲꂵ ꌦꄲ꒤. <3
ꃳ꒤꓄ ꌦꄲ꒤'꒒꒒ ꒻꒤ꇙ꓄ ꉣꋪꄲꃳꋬꃳ꒒ꌦ ꒐ꍌꋊꄲꋪꏂ ꂵꏂ ꋬꍌꋬ꒐ꋊ, ꒒꒐ꀘꏂ ꌦꄲ꒤ ꋬ꒒ꅐꋬꌦꇙ ꒯ꄲ. <33
ꌦꄲ꒤ ꏂ꒦ꏂꋊ ꊰꄲꋪꍌꄲ꓄ ꒐꓄ ꅐꋬꇙ ꄲ꒤ꋪ ꋬꋊꋊ꒐꒦ꏂꋪꇙꋬꋪꌦ, ꄲꋪ ꂵꋬꌦꃳꏂ ꌦꄲ꒤ ꒻꒤ꇙ꓄ ꒯꒐꒯ꋊ'꓄ ꋪꏂꋬ꒒꒒ꌦ ꉔꋬꋪꏂ ꋬꃳꄲ꒤꓄ ꒐꓄ ꋬꇙ ꂵ꒤ꉔꁝ ꋬꇙ ꒐ ꒯ꄲ, ꄲꋪ ꂵꋬꌦꃳꏂ ꌦꄲ꒤ ꇙ꒐ꂵꉣ꒒ꌦ ꒯ꄲꋊ'꓄. <333
꒐ ꒯ꄲꋊ'꓄ ꒯ꏂꇙꏂꋪ꒦ꏂ ꓄ꄲ ꃳꋪꏂꋬ꓄ꁝꏂ, ꅐꁝꌦ? ꒐ ꓄ꁝꄲ꒤ꍌꁝ꓄ ꃳꋬ꒯ ꉣꏂꄲꉣ꒒ꏂ ꒒꒐ꀘꏂ ꂵꏂ ꋬꋪꏂ ꇙ꒤ꉣꉣꄲꇙꏂ꒯ ꓄ꄲ ꒯꒐ꏂ, ꌦꄲ꒤'꒒꒒ ꃳꏂ ꅐꋬꌦ ꅐꋬꌦ ꅐꋬꌦ ꁝꋬꉣꉣ꒐ꏂꋪ ꃳꌦ ꓄ꁝꏂꋊ.
ꌦꄲ꒤'꒯ ꃳꏂ ꁝꋬ꒦꒐ꋊꍌ ꋬ ꅐꄲꋊ꒯ꏂꋪꊰ꒤꒒ ꒒꒐ꊰꏂ, ꋬꋊ꒯ ꅐꁝꄲ ꀘꋊꄲꅐꇙ, ꂵꋬꌦꃳꏂ ꌦꄲ꒤'꒒꒒ ꊰ꒐ꋊ꒯ ꇙꄲꂵꏂꄲꋊꏂ ꌦꄲ꒤ ꋬꉔ꓄꒤ꋬ꒒꒒ꌦ ꉔꋬꋪꏂ ꋬꃳꄲ꒤꓄, ꄲꋪ ꂵꋬꌦꃳꏂ ꌦꄲ꒤ ꋬ꒒ꋪꏂꋬ꒯ꌦ ꒯꒐꒯.
Maybe it is better to enjoy the rest of my life, instead of being upset over a small thing. A lot of stuff matters a lot more than the things I mostly think about, if I could only feel that way-
I just don't feel like I'm still there, I bet if I hadn't talked in a few days, nothing would've really happened tbh,
And it's supposed to be like that
If I keep thinking about *that* then my own emotions and feelings would go out of control and control me instead of them being controlled by me.
If everything keeps going the same way, then everything will get worse until some point I'd wish that I wasn't here anymore
And that's what's happening now.
If only I could be more happier independently, if only I could see the real value of everything around me, maybe I'd be having a better life now
Why do I even want his attention though? It's just a big waste of time, nothing works. After I talk with him, the conversation stops and will never start again unless if I start it.
She's so lucky he talks to her, I- I wish I was her
She's way better than me, everybody loves her so much, she's better than me, she's better than me, and she's better than me
That's how I think right now, because you'd rather talk to her than to me. I bet you won't even see this, will you? I don't even think I'm of any value to you, I'm sure I don't mean anything to you, and if I'm gone you wouldn't even notice it!
I wonder how happy you could be without me... Probably happier than when I'm there.
If only I could feel the same about you, if only I could do the same with you, maybe I'd be happier, maybe it really is happier without me
And I'm starting to lose my mind because of it, if you hate me just say that you do! I'm so tired whenever you tell me that I'm important to you or anything but then will rather talk to someone else than me-
I hate these feelings. I hate, I hate.
I hate everything I think about
I can easily numb physical pain, but... Why does 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘱𝘢𝘪𝘯 linger?
It feels like it's carved in my heart, since you started to ignore me.
I wish I could ignore all of these and ignore you as much as you do to me but
꒐ ꉔꋬꋊ꓄
ꁝꄲꅐ ꒯ꄲ ꌦꄲ꒤ ꒯ꄲ ꓄ꁝꋬ꓄? ꒐'꒯ ꒒ꄲ꒦ꏂ ꓄ꄲ ꒒ꏂꋬꋪꋊ ꊰꋪꄲꂵ ꌦꄲ꒤. <3
ꃳ꒤꓄ ꌦꄲ꒤'꒒꒒ ꒻꒤ꇙ꓄ ꉣꋪꄲꃳꋬꃳ꒒ꌦ ꒐ꍌꋊꄲꋪꏂ ꂵꏂ ꋬꍌꋬ꒐ꋊ, ꒒꒐ꀘꏂ ꌦꄲ꒤ ꋬ꒒ꅐꋬꌦꇙ ꒯ꄲ. <33
ꌦꄲ꒤ ꏂ꒦ꏂꋊ ꊰꄲꋪꍌꄲ꓄ ꒐꓄ ꅐꋬꇙ ꄲ꒤ꋪ ꋬꋊꋊ꒐꒦ꏂꋪꇙꋬꋪꌦ, ꄲꋪ ꂵꋬꌦꃳꏂ ꌦꄲ꒤ ꒻꒤ꇙ꓄ ꒯꒐꒯ꋊ'꓄ ꋪꏂꋬ꒒꒒ꌦ ꉔꋬꋪꏂ ꋬꃳꄲ꒤꓄ ꒐꓄ ꋬꇙ ꂵ꒤ꉔꁝ ꋬꇙ ꒐ ꒯ꄲ, ꄲꋪ ꂵꋬꌦꃳꏂ ꌦꄲ꒤ ꇙ꒐ꂵꉣ꒒ꌦ ꒯ꄲꋊ'꓄. <333
꒐ ꒯ꄲꋊ'꓄ ꒯ꏂꇙꏂꋪ꒦ꏂ ꓄ꄲ ꃳꋪꏂꋬ꓄ꁝꏂ, ꅐꁝꌦ? ꒐ ꓄ꁝꄲ꒤ꍌꁝ꓄ ꃳꋬ꒯ ꉣꏂꄲꉣ꒒ꏂ ꒒꒐ꀘꏂ ꂵꏂ ꋬꋪꏂ ꇙ꒤ꉣꉣꄲꇙꏂ꒯ ꓄ꄲ ꒯꒐ꏂ, ꌦꄲ꒤'꒒꒒ ꃳꏂ ꅐꋬꌦ ꅐꋬꌦ ꅐꋬꌦ ꁝꋬꉣꉣ꒐ꏂꋪ ꃳꌦ ꓄ꁝꏂꋊ.
ꌦꄲ꒤'꒯ ꃳꏂ ꁝꋬ꒦꒐ꋊꍌ ꋬ ꅐꄲꋊ꒯ꏂꋪꊰ꒤꒒ ꒒꒐ꊰꏂ, ꋬꋊ꒯ ꅐꁝꄲ ꀘꋊꄲꅐꇙ, ꂵꋬꌦꃳꏂ ꌦꄲ꒤'꒒꒒ ꊰ꒐ꋊ꒯ ꇙꄲꂵꏂꄲꋊꏂ ꌦꄲ꒤ ꋬꉔ꓄꒤ꋬ꒒꒒ꌦ ꉔꋬꋪꏂ ꋬꃳꄲ꒤꓄, ꄲꋪ ꂵꋬꌦꃳꏂ ꌦꄲ꒤ ꋬ꒒ꋪꏂꋬ꒯ꌦ ꒯꒐꒯.
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