sigghhhhh
the weather over here is getting rlly warm, it's nice ig
bit of a vent ahead










idk, this place just seems to be getting lonelier and lonelier
mainly because people on here are leaving and stuff, obviously, but... i mean, i've always felt at least a bit lonely for maybe 4 years ever since my best friend(s) (online and irl) left
i have two best friends irl, and one of them is nice and i've been friends with them for several years, but they're just a bit young and not as mature, yknow ? sometimes talking to them just exhausts me a little bit
and my other bestie is really cool and stuff, but bruh i only ever see her at least 3 times a year, last year i only saw her once, it really sucks
ofc i have other side friends i talk to at my sports and stuff, but yknow we've never been to each other's houses and stuff, and they aren't besties or anything
but that's about it-- and Muna ofc, bruh if i didnt have a sibling i'd probably fall into depression of some sort
idk, i just feel really. really lonely. talking to people on here doesn't seem to help too much for some reason. nobody reminds me of my first ever best, best friend. i miss her so so so much. why did i have to be such a brat back then.