aAhhAHh
so my sister was diagnosed with anxiety and depression
but that's besides the point.

I can't take this.
GOD IT HURTS.
I can't do anything anymore. I can't keep pretending when I'm supposed to be mature when I'm a CHILD
:") so many fucking people want me to be a great "GIRL"
their "SMART GIRL"
HHHBHHHMFKRLEELE
I'm tired of this

I've done so many horruble things
now I'm scared
she said shes gonna kill herself
please no
please help


she won't




they won't leave me alone
why won't the voices go away?
"PATHETIC"
"NOW HE'S UPSET"
"HE'S GOING TO HURT HIMSELF"
"IT'S YOUR FAULT HE'S GOING TO DIE"
"SHE'S RIGHT. YOU'RE GREEDY SELFISH PATHETIC AND SO HORRIBLE"
"DIE"




"it's okay.."
"I promise it'll be okay"
leave me alone leave me alone
LEAVE ME ALONE PLEASE NO
"it'll be okay please calm down you're good :("

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