so uhm, I went today to go meet the surgeon that my mom set me up with and she seems competent and I trust her
so then
my mastectomy surgery just got scheduled: a day after my 17th birthday (June 20th), June 21st, and I have to be there at around 6:30 a.m. for prep before they put me under and start the surgery at about 8:30 a.m.
I am scared out of my miNd