>=(
art vent, this is basically my monthly complaint so you've probably heard it multiple times... (lots of yelling ;w;)
I HATE MY ART STYLE SOMETIMES!!!!!
it's just SO. HARD. TO DRAW WELL IN MY ART STYLE. i can barely make things look good in my art style, or draw anatomy well in my art style, or expressions, or JUST ANYTHING!!!!!! and it's SOOOO INFURIATING not being able to... DRAW WELL >=( dont get me wrong, i love my style (yes very confusing feelings, that's just me, deal with it) sometimes, and some things look cool in my style, like Ollie for example, but JEEZ IT'S SOOOO HARD TO MAKE THINGS NOT LOOK WEIRD!!!!! especially drawing humans, O M G. and taking requests to draw other characters can be so hard too, sometimes the characters i draw that arent mine look SO BAD AND I DONT KNOW WHY. and i BARELY EVER have fun drawing requests, just UUGHHHH ;w; i'm so bad at drawing and there's people my age who are 100x better OMGGGGG >=(((((
but i dont want to get rid of my style, because it's so unique and cool and creepy but UUGGHHGHHGGHHGHGHGHG it's so hard to make things not look weird AND I WANT TO DRAW LIKE OTHER PEOPLE!!!! i want to have THAT style, and THIS style, and THAT ONE AND THIS ONE JUST ;w;w;w;w;w;w-
and no i'm scared of having multiple styles at once because it might set my brain to one style and then suddenly i can't draw my original style anymoreeeeee AND it will be confusing to followers of what my style is
i love my style and i HATE MY STYLE TO BITS AT THE SAME TIME!!!!! my brain has ALWAYS been like that with other things too, i just HAVE to be so confusing and unsure of what i want, dont i? i'm so dumb, too, and oblivious, and i dont pay attention, just UUUGGGHHHHHHHHHHH......
wow i'm so angry over something i wouldnt usually be as angry about, must be my stupid growing again >=((((((
UUGGGHHHHHHHHHH i was fine 30 minutes ago, what happeneddddd
I HATE MY ART STYLE SOMETIMES!!!!!
it's just SO. HARD. TO DRAW WELL IN MY ART STYLE. i can barely make things look good in my art style, or draw anatomy well in my art style, or expressions, or JUST ANYTHING!!!!!! and it's SOOOO INFURIATING not being able to... DRAW WELL >=( dont get me wrong, i love my style (yes very confusing feelings, that's just me, deal with it) sometimes, and some things look cool in my style, like Ollie for example, but JEEZ IT'S SOOOO HARD TO MAKE THINGS NOT LOOK WEIRD!!!!! especially drawing humans, O M G. and taking requests to draw other characters can be so hard too, sometimes the characters i draw that arent mine look SO BAD AND I DONT KNOW WHY. and i BARELY EVER have fun drawing requests, just UUGHHHH ;w; i'm so bad at drawing and there's people my age who are 100x better OMGGGGG >=(((((
but i dont want to get rid of my style, because it's so unique and cool and creepy but UUGGHHGHHGGHHGHGHGHG it's so hard to make things not look weird AND I WANT TO DRAW LIKE OTHER PEOPLE!!!! i want to have THAT style, and THIS style, and THAT ONE AND THIS ONE JUST ;w;w;w;w;w;w-
and no i'm scared of having multiple styles at once because it might set my brain to one style and then suddenly i can't draw my original style anymoreeeeee AND it will be confusing to followers of what my style is
i love my style and i HATE MY STYLE TO BITS AT THE SAME TIME!!!!! my brain has ALWAYS been like that with other things too, i just HAVE to be so confusing and unsure of what i want, dont i? i'm so dumb, too, and oblivious, and i dont pay attention, just UUUGGGHHHHHHHHHHH......
wow i'm so angry over something i wouldnt usually be as angry about, must be my stupid growing again >=((((((
UUGGGHHHHHHHHHH i was fine 30 minutes ago, what happeneddddd
