Yes, this is a vent, please read
I was a hit nervous when talking about my gender identity and my pronouns, I always shiver and get sweaty or nervous when talking about serious things like this and that I might make people uncomfortable or offended even though I wasn't trying to.



I met people irl and online that were transphobic (including some Gacha kid)



I don't want to come out to my real life family about my sexuality and gender pronouns, they (mostly my mother) is against anything that is LGBTQ+ and my mom and her side of the family (I don't really know what my dad would do) keeps saying that it is a sin against God and it makes him upset. My dad wouldn't really help me if I do come out as Pansexual and She/They. I would imagine my mom screaming at me and my dad just standing or sitting doing absolutely nothing, and probably disown me.

I still imagine it being so terrible and horrifying, It makes me want to stay silent, beat myself up, and hide.


I don't know when and how I wanted to post this, but I am sorry that you had to see me like this, like God fucking damnit..