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Livhikikomori (Left MediBang)

MediBang ID: ButterIsHere
Artist/Illustrator

🇫🇷 I'm French American

Non Binary

They/Them/Xe/It pronouns

Don't repost my art without credit
  • Twitter： https://mobile.twitter.com/BScorpionkin
  • Tumblr ： https://butterthescorpiankin.tumblr.com
  • Deviantart ： https://www.deviantart.com/butterthescorpiankin
  • Secret Whisper： http://secretwhisper.app/butter
  • Pixiv： https://www.pixiv.net/en/users/64744675
  • Instagram ： https://www.instagram.com/livs.art.yea/
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  • Work Place：Bedroomatthemoment
  • Gender：Non Binary, They/Them

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  • Thing you interested in

    Bowser

  • Favorite animation

    Anime

  • Favorite TV show

    Attack on Titan

  • Favorite music

    Early and late 2000's

  • Software

    Medibang

Bowser
CREATOR RANK CREATOR Livhikikomori (Left MediBang) 2 years ago
We Broke Up

Yep, you saw the title, Me and Shadex are no longer a couple.

This relationship wasn't working out anymore, there was no real love anymore.


Shadex would sometimes wouldn't reply to my messages for 2 or 3 days even though we were in a "relationship".

He doesn't apologize to me anymore when he leaves me on read or doesn't respond to me for 3 or 2 days even though I was his date mate, he would also shoo me off when I needed him around.

And I also have a feeling he just dated me so he can lose his V card when we meet up irl... I hate being used...

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  • > Ciinnanya! Thank you :]

  • im so sorry to hear that. :[ hopefully you would meet someone better ^^ just to let you know im here if anything happens :]

CREATOR RANK CREATOR Livhikikomori (Left MediBang) 2 years ago
Ending my friendship with TheClickRemote

Some of this has stuff that happened a really long time ago... They basically would guilt trip me in ways that went under my nose. I remember them guilt tripping me into trying to hate on other people even though they did nothing wrong I think, That happened months ago. They tried guilt tripping me into getting them a lover and trying to get me as their lover at one point. They would always call me pretty and hot, even though they KNEW I had a Boyfriend. They tried to tell me to tell people to date them, (using info from the bio, including their looks, and other stuff.) They even threw massive temper tantrums for random things and things that weren't even an issue, recently they were trying to pretend I didn't even exist or ignore me or pretend to care about me. They didn't even help me when I needed help with stuff (even though they were on their freetime.) And always wanted to help them. They were friends with people who were bullying me and didn't stop (I blocked the bullies). A few months ago, before I found out how horrible they were, they started talking to me more and acting like my "BFF" all because I used to be a female (I am now Non Binary). They sent me nudes also even though I wasn't comfortable. (All before the Shipping incident) They tried to ghost me for no reason after that. And recently weeks ago, they blocked me for no reason at all. This all happened on Twitter, I'm still blocked.

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  • > Shadex I'm glad too

  • > Dazzle Thank you so much! I'm glad I now have friends that care about me!

  • Bruh- Wtf U know what, fuck them! U are a pretty amazing friend and u shouldn't have gone through that P e r i o d! Plus they are a fucking dumbass and a whore ~ but I care about u! And no matter what I'll do my damn best to make sure u are not going through this!

CREATOR RANK CREATOR Livhikikomori (Left MediBang) 2 years ago
Talking about my gender and sexuality

Yes, this is a vent, please read
I was a hit nervous when talking about my gender identity and my pronouns, I always shiver and get sweaty or nervous when talking about serious things like this and that I might make people uncomfortable or offended even though I wasn't trying to.



I met people irl and online that were transphobic (including some Gacha kid)



I don't want to come out to my real life family about my sexuality and gender pronouns, they (mostly my mother) is against anything that is LGBTQ+ and my mom and her side of the family (I don't really know what my dad would do) keeps saying that it is a sin against God and it makes him upset. My dad wouldn't really help me if I do come out as Pansexual and She/They. I would imagine my mom screaming at me and my dad just standing or sitting doing absolutely nothing, and probably disown me.

I still imagine it being so terrible and horrifying, It makes me want to stay silent, beat myself up, and hide.


I don't know when and how I wanted to post this, but I am sorry that you had to see me like this, like God fucking damnit..

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  • > 🍂αѕн🍂 Its ok

  • I'm really sorry for you :( I've always been afraid to talk about things like that to my parents, idk how my parents would react if I told them that I was Asexual, they would probably think that I haven't ment any people yet or that I'm not mature yet (even though I'm a teenager) so I've never told them, however I'll tell them in the future if nothing changes I would tell them in the future, keeping it in will only make things worse, being pansexual is not a sin, having She/they pronouns is not a sin, idk why they think it's a big deal but they'll get use to it. Idrk how else I could help you......

CREATOR RANK CREATOR Livhikikomori (Left MediBang) 2 years ago
Vent (Trigger Warning)

Trigger Warning: Mentions of suicide, Mental Health, death, Self Harm













There is a thing you may not know about me. Some people think I'm some stupid idiot or just a cheerful artist and user on the internet just trying to share my art and my random stuff. But some people don't really know what I do outside from doing that stuff.





I am deeply sorry if I offend anyone reading this or making anyone uncomfortable. I sometimes have bad grammar whenever I write stuff after I don't check on the spelling.






Months ago (2020), I would imagine and plan myself trying to erase myself from the earth and from existence when I die. I sometimes want to break the huge bathroom with the handable mirror that can light up into shatters of sharp glass peices. I want the shatters to cut my skin and my face until I hit the ground and cut my head until I pass out and bleed to death. Without anyone knowing this was my plan all along. Was to do this so I wouldn't live on this place anymore, due to all of the fuck ups I did and how I made people upset, which I didn't know what I did, but I thought that whatever I did was awful and I hurt them. I wanted to cut myself on the shattered glass pieces to off myself from the plant after I thought that they didn't want me existing anymore. My folks noticed the cut marks on my arms (after I cut myself with a knife) and I lied to them that I was trying to shave with the razor. They didn't know I was attempting something.






The second thing I never told anyone about was that I was having mental health issues which were often overlooked by my other friends and people. I sometimes have anxiety and paranoia. I am scared and afraid of a lot of things in real life. Like what if get lost and my comfort person stopped caring about me. My mental health started bad and became much worse. I never had anyone I have known in real life I can talk to, nor even cared to talk or ask. They all brushed it off and said it was just part of my high functioning Autism.






I am still have mental health issues and still getting help for it to this day.

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CREATOR RANK CREATOR Livhikikomori (Left MediBang) 2 years ago
There's a smut Wattpad out of me

I found out that there's a Lemon/Smut Wattpad story out of me and my friend @Konna_keke on Twitter. I didn't even gave consent to be in this type of story nor even gave anyone permission to write me and my friend in this sexual situation based bondage story. I have a boyfriend btw. My friend Konna is 16 years old. This is awful and not ok.

I am not going to give out links or names since I hate confrontation, witch hunting, or raids. So please don't ask for the name or the link.

I made a Twitter thread about this and a Twitlonger.

The thread: https://mobile.twitter.com/BScorpionkin/status/1434882100016992265

Twitlonger:
https://t.co/MYkBJnTZGV?amp=1

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  • > 🌹Butter Hopefully that’s the case and they realise what a huge bag of trash they are

  • > TheRandomFandom They might've took it down, I can't find it anywhere anymore

  • Bro that’s so not ok Make them take it down or imma kick their a$$

CREATOR RANK CREATOR Livhikikomori (Left MediBang) 2 years ago
Coming out.... Again

Ok I think I may shock anyone reading this, but I'm coming out again, I don't want to offend anyone or any of my friends reading this, But here it is:

I think I may be pansexual,

I found out I'm attracted to all genders (Including Non binary)

I thought I was Bisexual and only attracted to Males and Females, but it turns out I'm Pansexual!!💗💛💙

I'm attracted to all Genders!!💗💛💙

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  • > 🌹Butter🌹 NP!! 🤍🤍

  • > DrawingCat.🅱️ruh THANK U 😭💗🙏

  • > ❄ᴀꜱʜ❄ Cool 💮🌸

  • I’m so proud of you! This was a very brave thing for you to do, and I’m so happy for you!

CREATOR RANK CREATOR Livhikikomori (Left MediBang) 2 years ago
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