probably a vent too







i'm so tireddddd
trying to get art done but i can barely do it quickly, i kind of never do it quickly tho
it's been over 20 mins or something and ALL I'VE DONE IS THE HEAD AND THE HEAD ISNT EVEN DONE like what it wrong with meeeeee, why can't i have motivation, why can't i draw quickly, it's all such a time crunch
i'm so annoyed at myself, everyone else draws stuff so quickly and often and makes such good art it's crazyyyyyyyy- i want to feel free and have fun when drawing, not rushed and impatient and uuggghhhh. i'm in the middle of drawing and now i'm here ranting about how annoyed i am of being the slowest artist who ever lived, it's never gonna leave me alone. i just want to draw what i want to draw, and i try but then it takes too long or my style is too hard to draw just AAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH =( i feel so stiff to how i draw, and my lines are supposed to be sketchy cuz that's part of the style yet I FEEL SO LIMITED AND TIGHT it's indescribable honestly =(
ugghhhhhh
nothing's going to ever help