shell never know how weak i felt how much i needed her that night i needed her to be with me i cried for her i begged for her just to be close to me i begged and cried to the silence in my room shell never be told how much i needed her how much pain i was in how long i cried and laid alone shaking i will never tell her how weak i am she will never know what happened that night i dont want it to be that way but its how its going to be